Saturday, November 6, 2010

Indahnya lautan merah itu..

Bencana alam juadah utama slot berita di malaysia.
Sehari tanpa khabar bencana tidak lengkap hidup seorang penerbit berita..seolah-olah hilang nyawa..
Bukan hanya Malaysia jika keadaan ini kita singkap satu persatu ketika ini, negara jiran dengan merapi, Haiti dengan thomasnya, bahkan cina dengan tanah lungsur ditambah lagi dengan tragedi kapal terbang terhempas 2 hari berselang, dan beberapa insiden lain di seluruh pelosok dunia..

Jika sebelum ini kesukaan lebih terarah kepada bidang sukan yang bagi aku sesuatu yg sihat dan menarik dengan penggunaan ayat yang penuh aksi seperti membolos, menerjah, menyumbat kencang dan banyak lagi..
Kini.. akibat dek terlalu mahukan kerja di sarang baru.. bencana pula yg jadi taruhan..
Tiba-tiba terbit rasa cinta kepada genre berita ini..
Tiba-tiba teringat keindahan gunung berapi yang pernah aku lihat di kampungku, Indonesia namun sedihnya ketika itu ia tidur tanpa sebarang aksi.

Mungkin kelihatan sadis.. tapi telah lama aku mimpikan untuk sedikit merasa getaran gempa bumi sejak dulu lagi..
tiba-tiba teringin melihat dengan mata sendiri keadaan di djogjakarta dengan merapi yg sedang hebat memuntahkan lahar dan debu volkaniknya itu..
sepanjang mengumpul maklumat tentang bencana2 ini.. aku dapati satu lagi di jawa barat sedang menggelegak dan tidak sabar2 memuntahkan isi bumi... mungkin hari ini.. atau esok.. atau minggu depan.. bila-bila saja..
Bolehkah aku ke sana? Bolehkah aku merasai kesengsaraan itu?
Mampukah aku menanganinya?
Bukan mendoakan bencana tetapi hanya berharap keindahan alam itu dapat aku rasa buat seketika..
kini aku berjanji.. akan cuba menjejakan kaki ke negara itu sekali lagi... bagi memburu impian ku ini..
Itu saja impianku buat masa ini~

p/s: nad n syefah... jangan muntah darah... hahaha~

Thursday, October 28, 2010

I think you are so sexy~

People say that by working with Intelligent people.. one day we will be like them....
I hope so..
knowing this great people..its like.. I've never ever ever dream before..
and now Im sitting beside them and they share their knowledge and teach me!!!
I think they are very sexy..veryy veryy sexy~
Thougthts, views, ideas, the way they articulate words and express idea, the way they in love with knowledge.... they way they think and tell me directly straight to my face... really melting me down.... awwwww~~
it might sounds cheesy and yet kinky.. but the truth is
You guys are so sexy..
thank you God.. for letting me to be closed with all these great people in Malaysia.. you guys are my idol..
sexy... grrrwwwww~
no matter what.. U guys are my role model.. I hope i can be as sexy as u guys in future.. grwwww~ haaaa~ eventho im just a beginner and surrounded by stupidass society problems.. I can still smiling thinking that Ive been given a chance like this..  :) Thank you very much~

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

5 months after~ Gambler In Me~

Things change tremendously..
Im not at previous position which referred to Ohio Thingy~..Im now love to gamble.. Gamble my time and my life my heart and my destiny.. The deal is not money but my time and effort.

Currently undergoing another training with MEdia Prima under a program called Journalism Pre Entry Curriculum(JPEC). They said selected people will get HR contract.. This is what Im looking for.. something stable and yet a lot of soul to be placed in..

Meet a lot of people.. Handsome, gorgeous, talented, emotional, opportunist, disappointed, happy, manipulative, stoned face, anger, money seekers and a lot of human being..  I was at Sports desk Buletin Utama TV3. 5 aired  standupper. Not things to make a biggie but to share what i have inside. Now rotating to tv9 with the mark of Dekat di hati.

Sport desk was my best experience in journalism ever. Working with people like Abu Bakar Atan, Abdullah Sani, Faisal Ismail, Fadzhil Rais, HAsnida Hanim, Al- Shaiful, Ima Liana and Saiyed Ismail . are an opportunity I never dream off.. plus working with talented other journalist and staff at tv3... The outcome was superb to me myself.. I gained a lot lot lot lot lot lottttsss and u cant never imagine.. But it was a month ago..

Now they are testing me.. placing me at TV9.. with totally different concept of what i did before. Under general desk with less of reporting and more production. Totally vast different area I face with.
As what Tok Mad and kak farahin said, They want A multitasker broadcast journalist. Not just reporting but to handle everything.

Is there any so called Super power kind of Journalist whom can do everything?...I really mean EVERYTHING???? I dont know but all I know we are the batch of guinea pig~ experimentasi babeh..

So new place.. TV9.. hopefully I can share what I have at least.. All the best to myself.. Pray for me guys.. Hope to be a responsible Broadcast Journalist one day ..

Love what I do now.. But it is always in favourite environment we want.. But what can we do.. The One up there set something for us.. One thing for sure.. I will work hard! Ya Allah permudahkan jalan ku~ Amin~

                          Left, Abdullah Sani and Right Fadzhil Rais.

Thank you Sport Desk Tv3.. Will never forget the experience I gained there.. Love u guys.. Muahmuahhhh

Monday, May 17, 2010

Waking up at 3.30am...

Jet lag ohh jetlag..
please let me go ASAP..
4 days after the arrival.. I woke up at 3.30 am and slept at 1pm..
bangun pagi lapar yang teramat mcm nak makan portion lunch..
watching televison, Lost, Cake Boss, Mrs. Beckham, Cinta Antara Benua and etc.

HAppy to be home. Kiss my mummy.
Take care of my santek and company
and another new baby.. abg ren jumpa kat padang.. almost kill by the dog.
bawak rumah lil kitten nak susu la apa la.. berak la..
so sapa lagi.. Im the new kitten babysitter..
Da macam SPCA da rumah ni..
but its ok.. I love cat.

Submitted my report yesterday
Met Dekan, KP and my advisor..
report everything... EVERYTHING..

Now whats next?
I need to find job.. If not I will go crazy.
I need to get busy..
I need to do a lot of things
I need to find my life back
Smile everyone :)

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Goodbye America, Hello Malaysia!!

Its 5.30 AM in the morning and my flight will be at 1.30PM today.
Eric viani and sinoun will send us to Columbus airport. Thanks guys!

Good bye America.
Thanks for the memory.
Thanks for the experiences.
I'll come again next year insyaallah.

Hello Malaysia.
Im back. hopefully the weather is beautiful like here.

Our flight duration is 37 hours including 9 hours transit at Schiphol airport, Amsterdam.
Cant wait to see the land of Europe.
Then will arrive in Malaysia.
Wish us a safe journey ok!
Amin..

Love you America. Wait for me next year Fall.
:)

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

:(

Everything just started.
The first month It took me some time to familiar with the weather.
Starting this early April..
I just entered class to experience America's classroom.
Why I started it late..? because it is new quarter.
the early month was in the middle of quarter..
not really suitable for us.

I Just started to visit Alden everyday.
Just started to picnic around Green College.
Just realized that I want to further my MA.
Just started to realize how I love my 5 friends.. Alif, Mem, Amai, Naddy and Elin.
Just started to love eat Jimmy John's sandwiches.
Just started to love eating soft cookies which I hate before.
Just started to improve my English.
Just started to enjoy shopping in Amazon.com.
Just started to enjoy everything that I just know.

Everyhting has just started..... apparently it will be end very soon.
Very soon...

After this,
My environment changes back to normal.
Come back to normal hot weather.
Come back to drive my myvi in Klang.
Come back to go through congested Klang road.
Come back to lying on bed with my santek.
Come back to eat my nasi lemak.

Only God knows how I miss my hometown.

But this changes are too drastic.
I am going to handle it.
Im going to make it.
Im going to face it.
hopefully I will be brave enough.
The starting point has to be ended for a while.

I will come back here to find my loves.
Love to study.
Love to find my life.
Love to see the world.
Love to learn knowledge from others.
Love to be within my lovely friends.

It doesnt mean that if I go back  I wont find all my LOVES.
I will find it.
Same as here.
The different.is.. It is so different.
Im going to miss this place like hell.

I miss my mom.daddy.brothers.sisters.friends.
but
I already miss this place too... Eventhough I am still here.

God help me go through this phase.
please.. please...  :(

Friday, April 23, 2010

huh~ Im done with it

Hanjeng
hanjeng
dan
hanjeng lagi...

sesungguhnya hanya mampu bertahan..
tahan
dan tahan lagi

segala lontaran darinya
buat aku terasa
kecik hati
semak
tapi
aku tahan

tak kan terbongkar
kerana tak kan terbongkar.
tidak akan pernah terbongkar.
kerana itu
bukan lah aku..

tapi yang aku tahu
realitinya..
mmg hanjeng,
banjingan,
sialan,
dan
hanjeng
lagi...

bukan perosak
dan x kan rosakan nya
kerana x kan aku rosak kan..

tahanlah~
sikit masa lagi zatil
aku akan tahan..
Itu saja...

Jangan soalkan..
jangan pernah tanya..
kerana aku akan tahan~