Fighting with my adik~

Its been a weird day today..

Just now, i was in an emotional fighting with my lil bro.

Its a stupid cats n dogs fighting in front of our house.

n it took quite a few minutes. lama gak la.

cause of fighting: x da issue pun. but everyone is ego n x nak mengalah.

adik yelled with his man's voice while me, I yelled like my mom's voice.. U cant imagine how it is sounds like... only nadia n syefah knows.. huhuhu..

after a few hours.. now i am regret of what ive done.

adik asked for an apology first. etil didnt mean to do that.

so as u. next time mulut tu jgn cepat melahar ek~

next time jgn buat lagi. etil pun sama.

Im sorry too, adik..

Love u so much. xoxo

From Left: My adik, me n Lee.

Merapi Singgalang di Minangkabau...

Im Off to Padang jap.. balik kampung.. Nagari Kapau di Bukit Tinggi Indonesia..
jumpa saudara mara jap.. mak cik nak jual tanah pusaka arwah nenek.. layankan je..
Semoga perjalanan kami selamat walaupun da dpt tau kat sana masih ada lagi gegaran susulan every minute.. Ja wohl!! insyaallah x da pape.. takut gak sbnrnya..

Bye2
Nad: aku g kejap je.. ahad balik.. Tadi aku call ko x angkat.. da tido kot..
Farid :kalau sempat aku msg..
Syefah.. nanti kita carik tanduk yg sesuai utk syefah ..heheh
Najib: Sorry nyah x dpt pungot ko utk 2 ari last editing ni..
A.ren, Jaja, Aci, K.cc, Lee. Pari: Tolong la jeolous.. etil pegi balik nagari sekali lagi.. heheh.. woit.. tgk2 kan kucing2 etil..
Kucing2ku: Abg kucing & Jane... akak g kejap je uolls.. nanti Pari bagi makan..

to The Sasaran's..
(Ayoi, Najib, Saufi, Atikah, Mael) & x dilupakan..chef yg setia Kursya..
sorry saya terpaksa chow..
budget 1 week da siap tp lama lagi rupanya..
semoga siap la hari jumaat ni..
good luck uollss..

Ampun Maaf dipinta..
take care uolls..



~~lalalalalalal~~

Smile everyone.
Its raya time. yeahh..
eventhough assigment mcm setan banyaknya...
bersabar je la..

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf kan segala dosa kami..
Zahir mahupun batin...

Semoga kesihatan dan keselamatan di jaga.
berhati2 di jalan raya walaupun kampun sekangkang kera.

Syefah, Nad & Farid.
Rindu korg sgt.
raya tahun ni still x complete lg kita semua.
maybe next time.

Classmate,
Najib Fido, Aizat, Israq, Fariza, Amai, Adda, Sarah, Mija, Dieha, Naz, Aby, Hana, Tea, Pai, & Atip.

Selamat Hari Raya.
Maaf Zahir & Batin.
Semoga kita semua grad degree dgn jayanya.

Kepada yang tidak disebut. jangan marah.
Selamat Hari Raya.
Jangan Main mercun.
Nanti polis marah
daaa

bernafas lah..

cuti tiada maknanya..
assignment berduyun-duyun menanti..
huhhh~~
semoga semua dapat menghadapinya dengan tenang.
good luck everyone.

internet curi sudah tiada lagi..
terpaksalah berlayar ke tempat lain..
oh dimanakah tempat di kawasan berdekatan Taman seri Andalas yang ada wifi?
Bantulah saya..
sekarang selalu lepak kat starbuck bukit tinggi..
konon.. duit mcm lebat ...
tp x la byk sangat .. tapi yang penting keselesaan..
tp ada ke tempat lagi murah skit??

akhir-akhir ini macam kurang sihat.
nafas macam ada something kacau skit la..
kenalah banyak minum air panas supaya tiada apa-apa berlaku..
n kena jumpa doctor esok.. insyaallah tiada apa.

gym di atas ku..
tetapi tak sempat nak pergi..
walaupun ramai kata alasan..suka hati kau lah..
Tuhan saja yang tahu apa yang sedang diaalami..
tapi yang penting... damien.. takut nak jumpa dia..

Puasa ganti
insyaallah sempat laksanakan..
x lama lagi nih.. risau pulak

Update blog.
tiada isu yang penting tapi saja je update sbb ada org bising.
sebenarnya banyak terjadi tapi tak terlarat nak tulis.

Academic Writing.
Baru jumpa advisor. lecturer baru..
En. Ahmad Faizal.. boleh tahan bapak research jugak..
orang lain da siap proposal.. aku baru nak start..
damn.. kena lebih berusaha ni..

H1N1..
adoyai.. menakutkan..
Ya Allah selamatkan la kami..
Jauhkan la penyakit berbahaya ni..
kami da nak grad degree.. sikit je lagi
Bantulah kami.

Practical.
aku plan nak pergi bernama TV..
Dr. Rahmat kata kena settle kan awal takut x dapat.
bila da jumpa dia kata suruh tunggu dulu..
org bawah buat kerja slow..
orang bawah.. x tau la siapa diorg tu..
marilah kita berusaha lebih ya!
nanti kami x dapat tmpt ...lecehla pula..

Bernafas lah...
Kalau ada salah dan silap... ampunkanlah dosa saya

Daa~~

tomorrow..

kind of unhappy day for me..

my lovely ayah, Hj Dzulkifli Mohd Zaman will go for Umra with her sister, Aiza with their niece, abg azman & kak An.My mother not joining them due to some circumstances. So i'll be staying at home & look for her.
Im happy because my father finally fulfil his dream to be back again to Mecca and doing his 4th umra. Every Ramadhan, I always heard him crying during subuh prayer hoping to be in Mecca and doing his umra or Hajj. As his age reaching nearly 62 years this year, he spend most of his time learning Quran more in-depth as most of his time before spend with working. After retirement, he started to learn everything that he left.

He is actually go to mecca to accompany abg man & his wife. Abg man is facing something like nerve problem and never been to mecca n of course need guidance from old people. N my ayah will help him to guide during umra. While Kak an is not in a good condition as her breast cancer getting worst. Ya Allah, anak2 diorg kecik2 lagi. My Allah take care of his family.

Im soooooo close to my ayah but not manja or gedik. As i wake up everyday, i always run downstairs to find them 1st. I believe everyone loves their parents very much. It is just we show it differently. Thats why i ulang alik from shah alam.. Yes, iam homesick n i want to see their face everyday.

Love ur parents and watch their face everyday as many times as u can before they left to somewhere.
My father is not yet going to mecca but i've already miss him eventhough he is actually now sleeping in his room.

Ya Allah, semoga ayahku selamat pergi dan selamat pulang.
I love u ayah & ibu.

etiell, Ayah & Ibu. (I love u both so much)



Nanad a.k.a Noor Nadia Alias a.k.a pondan telok pulai

Esok kamu g Aussie jumpa kak ngah. Sorry x dpt anta kamu. Undertaker byk hal x settle lagi. Btw enjoy ur holiday and hope after the holiday, it will be a new nadia & coolest, toughest, gorgous and bisulnest than before...erk~~ salah sorry..

Semoga kamu sihat walafiat dan bebaik dowh influenza AH1N1 da meningkat. Pakai lah mask untuk keselamatn n kalau nak lebih hot baik kamu jahit topeng ala2 spiderman.
X payah la beli pape do ntok aku janji kamu spend duit kamu pi enjoy habis-habisan. Pi layan je la stripper club ke gay club ke.. Asalkan kamu enjoy & lupa suma benda2 yg lalu.. Sayang kamu do..

Kak ngah, rindu kamu sgt.

Sorry la x dpt contact kamu selalu.. kredit da 2 minggu x top up n internet pun pancung wifi sapa ntah berdekatan umah ni. JAga diri juga. ALang2 ada nanad kat sana, pi la buat topeng udara keselamatan. Kak ngah kan orang gaji berkelulusan Masters and Degree. PAsti bole buat suma. Kalau bole buat mask yg ada bulu2 ayam warna pink and letak bling2 kat tepi2 nye. Glam uoll.
Sayang korg sgt.




Syefah, etil & Nanad(Sorry uoll gambar tahun bila ntah)



Sedey la pulak suma org yg ku sayang x da di sisi..huhuhu.. x pe ibu ada.. i'll take care my ibu.

p/s: Congrats to Hezreen & Sarah yang baru nikah tadi kat Kundang, Morib yg baru kami pergi magrib tadi. Uoll Kundang tu mmg jauh. Mcm pegi Melaka.. Sakit pinggang akak.


Good nite Taman Seri Andalas.. erk~~ andalas?? Hope tomorrow will be such a fine day. Emosi plak mlm ni.

Have a nice day!

Do you have childhood diaries?

its 18 may... and it means i've already 8 days at home with do nothing!
but i do cook for lunch and tidy up my house ok.....

today, i just watched angels and demons with my brothers, jon and fariz with my sister in law, kak cc!!
the best movie ever watch since 4 months back...
tabik spring uoll...
i like the cinematography, the rome's architectures, and the flow of the story...
fabulous..
dont be a man if dont watch this movie!
rugi uoll..
p/s: sorry nad.. aku janji nak tgk ngan kamu.. aku da call tp kamu x angkat... sorry sgt.. nanti aku teman kamu tgk lagi.. akibat pereputan di rumah aku ni!

i quite emotional today because my brothers...hmmmm.. malas lah nak citer.. biasalah gaduh2 manja ngan adik beradik...
then i geledah my drawer, i found my so called secret diary since year of 2001..
omg... malu nyer baca ayat2 sekolah yg bodoh2 dulu!! hahahahaha...
ada cerita cinta monyet sekolah2 dulu la...
curahan hati kucing matila...
eeeee.... malunya baca balik!!
then i just continue writing it by reporting my current status now like what im doing now, how old am i now... and everything....

talking about childhood diary or so called secret diary (complete with mangga berkunci...)
i am asking myself.. did everyone has their own diary when they were child..
as i read through page by page.. i realize that once myself was full with hopes and promises such as what ive written in my diary:

• target 11 a1 for spm
• janji solat 5 waktu
• ....... n bla bla bla bla... malu uoll nak citer
  

childhood time is where we full with hopes and promises.. and so as today..
but the different is remembering all the hopes and promises we made during childhood will refresh back what we really want in this life.
although some of the hopes is quite unrealistic and shallow, but still we knew what we want and why we are today.
it happens to me.

the issues here, as i went through diploma and degree life, too many things happened and yet i forgotten almost all of them. too many things to remember. so tired to remember all.
im not sure is it me the problem of masalah lupa ke apa... but its true too many things to remember and its tiring.

remembering all those memory shows the beautiful gift god gave to us for human to restore all the memory and their rational view.
but sometimes we misuse it and didnt admit the wrongdoing.
what happen to the world today is so disgusting and humiliating... as u know.. we human with brain destroy others with no concrete reason and yes we are irrational sometimes.

the newspaper reported today, malaysia confirmed its second A(H1N1) case in georgetown.
and we also heard about the case of "acute pericarditis" in Seremban and meningitis.
from where we get those illneses... from human itself, from what we had done.

we are all too much crossing the border of humanity and rationality.
we should set our mind and back to the real track.
we need to support each other and yet its hard to mould our mind and belief to be one.

as what i heard Dato' Fadzillah Kamsah said this early morning through era's radio, lets us all be like a baby back. a baby are full with love, smile and happiness. No hatred, no discrimination and not emotional. its is not imposible for us to be back as a baby because we all have already experienced it once. let us abolish the feeling of what we dont need to have now.

as what i said, our childhood aims, hopes and promises are so raw, virgin and natural.
because of the environment which made by the human itself, we turn to be wild animals.

I sometimes hope to God that i'll be tough doing what i do now.
im so not brave to face my practical training this december.
eventhough it is like 5 months more to go but i can feel the challenge and fear now.
yes nadia told me before, its like 5 months to go and u need to relax..
but i felt the other way.
as what syefah said, im fragile and yes i admit it and what do you think of it am i? judge for yourself.

Im preparing my mind and soul to face the industry.
as what proffesor roslena said during my special topics in journalism's class, its a mean world syndrome we have today.

and i hope it is not that mean.

dont worry, i still believe this life is so wonderful

and people please seek your childhood diary during this semester break or any days.
and i guarantee,you'll gonna laugh like hell!
good nite.

inspiration.... come to me

Cuti -cuti exam ni x byk sgt la aktvt
tp yang pasti di gym ada inspirasi baru bak kata nanad... grrrrrrwww~~~

• Baby din ... erk~~ baby ke..mcm toyol comel ada la..
• Baby dada... omg takot uoll jumpa dia ni.. dia tau rahsia I!!
• baby tamtam... hahahahah... finally just realize dia ada lesung pipit
• and looking for more at gym soon.. yeahhh....

hanya aku dan nad saja yg faham...

hahahha... post ketika bosan.. mmg hebat..

btw..

im so happy because my academic writing advisor is En. Abu yamin yang sangat cool.. daddy journ ok... ada semangat nak buat..

and for my friends...

Good luck everyone in exam..

may we score 4 flat this semester.. insyaallah..

daa.. have a wonderful days everyone!

my man... marry me... hahahahaahah

lalalalalalala life is wonderful!! (in angry mood!!!)


I still in class and da start panas da ni...


kepala da pening2


hati da panas


darah da menggelegak


huhhh!!!


and here u r..


3rd post for this evening


i love those man... they r hot!!!

jason mraz

gorgeous man...!!!!

I miss them!!!!

hahahahahaha.. sorry nanad.. i love your man too..

because ive met him first!!!!!! heheheheh

giring ganesha...

what an energetic man on earth

sweetnye.....

and now after 2 hours in class.. ada lagi 6 org x present...

apa aku buat ni...?????

tetiba teringat nak choc chip frappucino starbuck la pulak

enak juga di minum petang2 yg suam2 kuku ni

marilah rakan marilah teman



kita berehat from this hectic world..



menarik juga kalau g bandung sem break ni...



bole pegi kebun binatang di bogor... ahh.. asik...



bole pegi tengkuban prahu..



bole pegi dago .. nonton cowok cakep2 dan ganteng.. enaken!



tgk la dulu mcm mana.. duit nye entah ke mana.. nak g jalan2..



daaa

waiting for hurray hurray hour!!

im in advanced reporting class..
and so tired waiting for other people presentation..
which ive done earlier on monday, 6 april..
but .. im still here..
what the heck im doing now..
i should go back relax tido and go to the gym...
please... help me out of here
penatnya...!!

thank you so much!

last month was the most hectic hour in my life..
finally all the task ended successfully...


ASGNMNT

• the news capsule which pn. siti gave us full marks. thanks to my group members.. tea, pai awatiff for the help.. thanks to Datuk Mukhriz Mahathir and Datuk Shabery Cheek for ur cooperation... thanks Fyzul, Azmir, Syuk and syahmi for help.. thanks to my bestfriend, nadia for support and help. thanks babe.. love u

• the asgnmnt and presentation of " A day with print journalist is so ok.. i think la... thanks to rafidah ruzki and wan jailani from berita harian shah alam.. thank u very much!!

• german shooting is so great.. credit to Lah for his effort.. hanis and amoi thanks!

• Shah alam jurnalis- thanks to everyone for giving me chance to write for real publication.. thanks to MBSA, HSKOBA, Fazilla Sylvester Silin, forward for skuad hoki malaysia. thanks to class 4c... aizat, najib, fido, israq, fariza, abby, tea, pai, mija, sarah, amai, adda, awatif, nazirah, madihah, hana.. thanks u guys... see u next sem..

• media law group asgnmnt ... yes there were alot of tense and arguments. and fighting. but we did it man.. B.. alhamdulillah rather than repeat that asgnmnt back

• Thanks to ibu and ayah ... for giving money, borrowing ur cars and everything

It is such a tough semester for me... very tough..

MY FAMILY

• sorry afir ngan kak balqis.. x dpt dtg time anda berdua nikah.. sorry sgt..

• kak yang ngan abg sharif...im coming this weekend to help u guys

• my brothers.... abg ren, aci, lee and fariz... terima kasih atas segalanya..

• kakak2 iparku.. kak cissy and jaja.. thank u

i lost lot of greatest moment with my family.. but gained lot of relationship with other people.. thanks for everything.

MY LOVELY BESTFRIEND!

sorry to my bestfriends, nadia, syefah, farid , dol, bibi.. we dont really spend time much.. especially syefah.. we'll wait u ok!! then our lepaking time have to come back as usual ok! pak li, tgk pondan kat kl and asia cafe.... huhuhuhu..



CONCERT yeah!!! rock babe!

eventhough my work was like hell..but i still went for concert la...

• jason mraz... thank u for the great show.. thank u for the butterfly... muahh.. love u abg mraz!!

• sunburst... so damn best giler ... i met giring nidji personally.. so hot!! and n.e.r.d, korn, nidji,estranged, butterfingers were sooo awesome... i'll be there next sunburst!

• mocca... so talented and music so harmony.. u guys so cool!! come again

But still have something not finish yet!

• business and economic reporting feature submit on 20th april

• editorial 3 current issues' article submit on 12 april

• final paper of busniess repoting on 29 april

• final paper of media law on 6 may ... oh mr. amirul akhbar... help me... u r so hot! hahaha

• final test paper crime reporting.. on 8 may 2009... remind me of prof. roslena

• and final project paper crime with my group.. adli,myra, bb, jay and awatif.. we can do it guys!

my appreciation goes to...

God.. alhamdullilah for the energy u gave me

ibu ayah.. love u..

everybody in the world!! u guys help me a lot.. thank u 2!!

Mraz in town!!

Yahoooooooooo.....
tonite the date with my mr. mraz at stadium merdeka!!

c u guys there!!!

cant wait!!!

live high baby!!!!

I AM THE PRIME MINISTER!!

hohohohoho...
tons of asgnmt....
Im dying..hahahahahha
busy mengalahkan prime minister...

LIST OF ASSGNMT!

• Advanced reporting - Current issues on Pak Lah's image in both mainstream & online newspaper
• Advanced reporting again - Story on masalah kat kawasan persekitaran cth:sampah berlambak kat tepi jalan dan mengeluarkan bau busuk ala2 hanjinggg kurap...
• Editorial page - review on any article about current political issues in Malaysia
• Editorial page again- review on any article about environmental problem in Malaysia(Ala2 report karam singh walia la.... )
  
• Media law - review of mahathir & akhbar - chapter 1 until 3 tp lama lagi la nak masuk otak... pening ..
  
• Special topics- in journalism.... - interview public on crime issues... thank god da siap tp x anta kat kak ngah lagi... takot dia edit..nanti ada byk merah2!! menakotkan
• Journalism & globalisation- interview jugak tp lambat skit hantar..hehehehe..thank god..
  
• Shah alam jurnalis newspaper - im the graphic designer together with Fido.. pening mak design2 ni.. da lama da ditinggalkan time diploma dulu.. ada balik pulak..
• Sehari bersama wartawan (print) - x follow up lagi..damn..mana nak carik ni... ada sesiapa bole tolong????
  
• Sehari bersama wartawan(broadcasting) - da dapat & kena gi buat research next week 6 feb 2009 kat Bernama... aiyoo...(credit to awatif yg buat follow up)
  
• German language - ada quiz on the same day with Bernama.... x bole la nak mintak excuse.. huhuhuhu n yet x study satu hape pun.... x faham lecturer baru ajar x best sgt...
  

Nah..... thats all my asgnmt for this lovely chinese new year holidays....
Isnt that the greatest holiday ever???
huhuhuhuu...
I do learn any other things such as reading kitab hadith utk dapat references n idea...
menarik juga..
selain itu saya juga membaca banyak buku2 politik yg dapat menjana idea baru..
so tmpt favourite baru kat MPH bookstores adalah bahagian politik...
bunyi nye agak membosankan tapi menarik..

JADI APA LAGI RAKAN2... MARILAH MEMBACA BUKU2 POLITIK KHUSUSNYA TENTANG SITUASI POLITIK NEGARA KITA.. BOLEH BERBINCANG DENGAN SAYA...
hmmmmm....


~~~~ bwekkk~~~~~~