Monday, May 17, 2010

Waking up at 3.30am...

Jet lag ohh jetlag..
please let me go ASAP..
4 days after the arrival.. I woke up at 3.30 am and slept at 1pm..
bangun pagi lapar yang teramat mcm nak makan portion lunch..
watching televison, Lost, Cake Boss, Mrs. Beckham, Cinta Antara Benua and etc.

HAppy to be home. Kiss my mummy.
Take care of my santek and company
and another new baby.. abg ren jumpa kat padang.. almost kill by the dog.
bawak rumah lil kitten nak susu la apa la.. berak la..
so sapa lagi.. Im the new kitten babysitter..
Da macam SPCA da rumah ni..
but its ok.. I love cat.

Submitted my report yesterday
Met Dekan, KP and my advisor..
report everything... EVERYTHING..

Now whats next?
I need to find job.. If not I will go crazy.
I need to get busy..
I need to do a lot of things
I need to find my life back
Smile everyone :)

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Goodbye America, Hello Malaysia!!

Its 5.30 AM in the morning and my flight will be at 1.30PM today.
Eric viani and sinoun will send us to Columbus airport. Thanks guys!

Good bye America.
Thanks for the memory.
Thanks for the experiences.
I'll come again next year insyaallah.

Hello Malaysia.
Im back. hopefully the weather is beautiful like here.

Our flight duration is 37 hours including 9 hours transit at Schiphol airport, Amsterdam.
Cant wait to see the land of Europe.
Then will arrive in Malaysia.
Wish us a safe journey ok!
Amin..

Love you America. Wait for me next year Fall.
:)

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

:(

Everything just started.
The first month It took me some time to familiar with the weather.
Starting this early April..
I just entered class to experience America's classroom.
Why I started it late..? because it is new quarter.
the early month was in the middle of quarter..
not really suitable for us.

I Just started to visit Alden everyday.
Just started to picnic around Green College.
Just realized that I want to further my MA.
Just started to realize how I love my 5 friends.. Alif, Mem, Amai, Naddy and Elin.
Just started to love eat Jimmy John's sandwiches.
Just started to love eating soft cookies which I hate before.
Just started to improve my English.
Just started to enjoy shopping in Amazon.com.
Just started to enjoy everything that I just know.

Everyhting has just started..... apparently it will be end very soon.
Very soon...

After this,
My environment changes back to normal.
Come back to normal hot weather.
Come back to drive my myvi in Klang.
Come back to go through congested Klang road.
Come back to lying on bed with my santek.
Come back to eat my nasi lemak.

Only God knows how I miss my hometown.

But this changes are too drastic.
I am going to handle it.
Im going to make it.
Im going to face it.
hopefully I will be brave enough.
The starting point has to be ended for a while.

I will come back here to find my loves.
Love to study.
Love to find my life.
Love to see the world.
Love to learn knowledge from others.
Love to be within my lovely friends.

It doesnt mean that if I go back  I wont find all my LOVES.
I will find it.
Same as here.
The different.is.. It is so different.
Im going to miss this place like hell.

I miss my mom.daddy.brothers.sisters.friends.
but
I already miss this place too... Eventhough I am still here.

God help me go through this phase.
please.. please...  :(

Friday, April 23, 2010

huh~ Im done with it

Hanjeng
hanjeng
dan
hanjeng lagi...

sesungguhnya hanya mampu bertahan..
tahan
dan tahan lagi

segala lontaran darinya
buat aku terasa
kecik hati
semak
tapi
aku tahan

tak kan terbongkar
kerana tak kan terbongkar.
tidak akan pernah terbongkar.
kerana itu
bukan lah aku..

tapi yang aku tahu
realitinya..
mmg hanjeng,
banjingan,
sialan,
dan
hanjeng
lagi...

bukan perosak
dan x kan rosakan nya
kerana x kan aku rosak kan..

tahanlah~
sikit masa lagi zatil
aku akan tahan..
Itu saja...

Jangan soalkan..
jangan pernah tanya..
kerana aku akan tahan~


Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Happy 420 day

While walked to WOUB office today, we heard almost everyone greets each other with some celebration..which I dont really captured the words since it was not meant for me neither my friends.. but we did heard people greets each other and we wondered what the heck it is...

Now I found out.. Its Happy 420 day.

I know it is passed 4.20pm today..
but i take this opportunity to wish you

"Happy 420 day.."

Definition of 420 day from wikipedia:
 It refers to consumption of cannabis and, by extension, a way to identify oneself with cannabis subculture
The term was coined from a group of teenagers at San Rafael High School in San Rafael, California, United States in 1971. The teens would meet after school at 4:20 p.m. to smoke marijuana outside the school.



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new things I learn  here in America, new celebration which is not officially considered as national holiday.
hahaha.. what an interesting cultures. It doesnt mean to be follow but we just get to know about it.
Have a nice day everyone!


Thursday, April 15, 2010

Court Street

Tadi tengah hari jalan-jalan ngan mem lepas g office.
Pergi jalan-jalan sampai Athens Underground and check out some gladiators sandals yang aku da gilakan sekarang ni~ huhu
Bos, Jonathan x da sbb dia ada recording jam 1 sampai 5.
Janji smlm ngan Jon nak datang pkol 9 siap letak note lagi kat office.
Haram jadah.. Bangun pukul 10 keluar Bromley jam 1200

Court St. tempat kami jalan-jalan.
Tempat paling hip kat Athens ni katanya..
Banyak barang jual. Cantik-cantik.
Harga macam biasa.. Mahal la..
Anjing banyak jalan-jalan.
Jejaka2 kacak banyak jugak. grrrrwwww~~

Court st. yang dikatakan hebat.
X la ada apa sangat.
Kalau ada jual nasi lemak baru la aku salute tapi malangnya x da.

X da apa nak cerita sangat.
Tapi Court St. yang dikatakan hip ni akan ku ingat sampai bila2.
X best pun.
sbb x da mak cik jual nasi lemak ngan karipap kat tepi2 jalan..
Tapi kat sini lah memory ngan kawan-kawan.
Ngan Acip, Naddy, Amai, Elin & Mem
Ngan Malaysian.
Tengok orang mabuk2.
Tengok orang cium-cium
Tengok jejaka2 yang body baik punya jalan2 pakai short ngan sunglases je. another grrrwwwww~~
Tengok anjing selalu nak gesel2 kat kaki kami.

Selamat Malam Amerika(poyo benar.. mau kena fire lepas ni.. ahaks.. tp mmg betul pun kat US) hahaha


p/s: Terima kasih Abang Azlan Razif and Kak Shakila .. setelah hampir 4 bulan x jumpa karipap.. mereka telah memberi kami yang sebatang kara di perantauan ni karipap daging yang enak sekali~ thank you2.. You guys are so kind to us.. never ever forget it~

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Dear Earth

Dear Mr. Earth,
Winter in January was awesome because that was my first winter.
At first I was happy and excited touching the white beautiful snow scattered around which can be use to make Cendol or ABC.
After few weeks, Im enough with it because it was too icy, gloomy and road became slippery.
There was one time the temperature reached 5 fahrenheit or -15 celsius.
I was complaining about the cold weather wishing that the sun will show some power.

After 2 months...then the Spring showed up.
The sun was everywhere and everyone happy about it.
Everyone will say "It is a beautiful day.. hope you enjoy it"
Then I knew how important the sun is.
We can see everyone lying on the park where some with clothes and some not.
I Now know how sun gives happiness and enjoyment to human nature including dogs and squirrel at the Green College.
Day by day.. the temperature reached to almost 80 Fahrenheit or 26 celsius.
Then I started complaining again.. because it was too hot.
I opened our room's window hoping more wind to enter our room but nothing much different happened.
Plus my room, the heater is still not operate properly until today.. Deb.. your technician sucks~

Today April 9, the temperature suddenly dropped to 41 fahrenheit or 5 celsius.
I have to open back my wardrobe and search for my winter clothes.
Then as usual, I complained about the weather become too cold and drop all of the sudden.
It makes me to wear my same design winter clothes back.
And I hate it.
I hate to go out and have to wear thick clothes. Leceh laa...
And yet.. I only enjoy the sun only for 3 weeks and now its freezing again.

Mr. Earth.. I know you heard everything I said everyday.
You must be confused of what I wish for.
If you are a man, I can imagine how you look like and how you response to people who are always complaining and never grateful about life.

Sorry Mr. Earth.
I just think this is a free country. Please dont be like this.
The changes are too extreme.

Moral of the story. Appreciate everything you have now.


Sorry Mr. Earth.
I will not complain too much after this.


I just want to lay down under the Sakura tree near the Hocking river this weekend because we are having potluck with the SEASA. Thats all.

Good night Athens.