Life is wonderful

Frappucino Durian~

2011-12-30T02:52:00.000-08:00

My 2nd off day...
Lepak at Starbucks Centro Klang sambil siapkan story semalam sebab x sempat buat..

The SOTs da amik smlm and finishing the story about our 4x400 Kuartet, S. Kannathasan yang merayu agar KOM beri diorang peluang untuk kejohanan luar negara sebab ketika ini kesemuanya berada di bawah kendalian jurulatih yang berbeda.
So problems la kalau bakat yang ada tak diasah dan dicungkil lagi. Masa yang ada ni patut bagi peluang mereka beraksi kat tournament luar.
Malangnya lihat air muka S. Kannathasan ni.. macam tiada harapan diberi peluang begitu.
Maklumlah KOM sibuk dengan masalah dalaman daripada lah aku start keje tahun lepas sampai laaa ni..
Bukan sejak aku start keje je.. sejak zaman dinosaur lagi entah2 diorg ni problem.
Banyak sangat politik dalaman.
Banyak sangat yang gila kuasa.
Banyak sangat yang nak tunjuk hebat.
Entah apa yg dikejar pun gua x tau.
Atlet asik luahkan problem diorang.
percayalah tak kan selesai benda ni sampai bila2 unless the top been chopped off..
Kepada Skuad Olahraga negara.. Semoga Allah membuka hati mereka2 yang da tak patut dalam KOM tu.

So kembali kepada cerita Frappucino Java Chip beli ni.. tetiba lidah detect rasa durian... Sangat.. dua kali sedut rasa durian. Ikutkan da berapa bulan tak makan durian.
Semudah itu otak transmit taste of beverage.
So means that I actually can create our own perception based on what i want it should be.

My Java Chip Frapp yang ada rasa durian sikit2...

Bercakap mengenai rasa.
Banyak rasa yang dirasai saya lately.
lebih-lebih lagi selepas appraisal kerja.
And of course Abg Dolah, the sports editor yang conduct for our sports desk.

In a year...
what have I done...
To the Society?
To the Sports industry?
To the company?
and fuck it all the most crucial thing is to myself.

I have no idea whats other than me affected to my work so far.
Because there is no tools to evaluate it.
So persetan tentang kamu..
Aku ingin bercerita tentang AKU.

Terlalu banyak yang berlaku pada 2011.
Kerja..pengetahuan. semua mematangkan aku. (ayat mcm novel2 melayu alaf 21 pulak.. cehhh)
Appraisal itu memang menyentapkan aku. sangat.
terasa hingga ada parut di hati...(hahaha)
Next year kena usaha lagi.
Special report banyak lagi ye zatil.. asik buat story event je..
My confession..
2011 aka my first year working... I tried to avoid covering football.
U know what.. i tried to avoid covering the most favourite Malaysian sports..
Why?
I guess standing among the senior reporters.. im just like a budak hingusan yang ntah mana datang tiba2 nak bagi komen dalam bola..
im nor football player.... duhhhhh~
Im just a football fan who loves Ryan Giggs since darjah 1.. mampu kecik2 tgk Man Utd menang trebble.. aku ingat lagi..

So watch out 2012.
I want to challenge myself.
to be more menyibuk in football sports reporting. Identifying all the local footballers..and to follow every inch of your updates.
Covering football is not easy by the way...

Instead of football i promise to abg dollah to improve myself by writing more critical story.
to think MORE about issues.
to alert with every issues and first to publicize it..
to be close MORE to everyone..

U know whats the problem im facing right now..
everytime i started to write a story.. A blank thingy surrounding my head..
eventho i have plan, imagine the flow of story but still it usually fades out before writing.
at first i thought it was a tragical things but actually it is natural and in fact after starting with few ayat i'll be okay & use few emotions in my writing.. but for me it is still not enough..
i need more emotion..sports emotion.. more soul in it..
like mr. Idzuan Rafflis,Tv9 producer said.. finding your soulmate.. btw he is one of my idol, one of respectful people in my life... thanks En. wan..
I am lack of soul..
iI need to find my soulmate... eheemmmehehmmmm
in writing la tapi..
Dear 2012..
Please help me to find more soul and Soulmate.. ate~
ok da pjg sgt.. aku pun da boring..

Aufwiedersehen Klang..

p/s: hilang mood sebab tiba2 ada perempuan mengeletes ngan bf dia kat depan kaunter starbucks ni.. siot je.. get a room la orang kelang..semak je.. buat malu..

Tony Stark~ Si kacak itu...

2011-12-13T07:51:00.000-08:00

Tony Stark..
A man who has everything but have nothing.

Now the clock strikes 11PM and Im still at the office.
Since the rumah sewa just a 3 minutes away..
I refused to go home early.. better stay at office I guess..
yeahhh sounds silly.. but Im okay

And while updating my blog, Im menyelam sambil minum air..
Watching Tony Stark- Ironman 2 at channel TransTV indonesia.

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Few things happened in my life lately..
I try to manage my monthly account.
Savings, Insurance and I plan to buy car..
Berangan nak Overseas made tapi x mampu pulak..
Boleh je just I dont want to be surfered for cars.
Buy the affordable and only Myvi suits me i guess..

Myvi myvi myvi...
x da kete lain ke kat dunia ni yg perfect for me.
nope i guess.
I want to pay not more than rm500 per month..
sacrific your 7 years for cars.?? hell no~

Frankly...
Something rock my life last few months..
Obviously at this stage of a girl like me(nak girllll jugak.. bukan women)
Done my studies, graduate, working at stable company..
Everything went as plan

Just im not yet lucky in love laa..

Last month really not okay for me..
Jiwa kacau.
Hectic with Sea games bla bla bla.
And claim yang beribu2 tu..

But Alhamdullillah everything gets better now.

How I encounter my Jiwa kacau mode?

Lepak borders The Curve sorang2 sambil baca buku and drink Hot Choc, Jogging, free my mind and just be happy and watch movie alone..

alone.. yeah sounds pathetic loser gak but thats relieved me..

Get to know few guys lately..
I really like them.
But x harap pun.. Malas la nak terhegeh2..
Ada jodoh ada laaaa.
X da nak buat camno x ye..
Dating lagi.. haha
But things that makes me kacau because it is hot and cold..
so rasa mcm... jiwa kacau laaa..
So skrg da feeling better..

This is only a crap post.
Not informative at all
to those who read sorry la for wasting your time.
so u may stop reading this.. because it is just a curahan hati bak kata Cinta dalam movie ada apa dengan cinta..
Its just my blog. and i feel relieve.

and 1st December is my anniversary at Sports TV3.
Time runs Fast.
December is also a time where I try to finiah my Annual Leave.
14 days working and 16 days leave.

A year in TV3..
I have to sacrifice.
I miss my weekends.
I miss to wake up late at 4pm.. hahaha
I miss to eat at Kedai nasik lemak kat andalas.
I miss to go Pasar malam and buy jagung rebus.

I miss hanging out with my buddies.. Syefah, nadia, Farid, Dol at Klang everynight.
I miss baking cakes and stupid cupcakes with bad icing deco at syefah n nadda's house.
I miss watching movies and eat the potong kaki's caramel popcorn.
I miss the Old me..

But I dont want to go back at those time.
because I dont want the new me screwed it up.. because all i experienced were sweet enough..

Life as people said.
Now I understand.
And I will improve myself.
I want to further masters.
I want a man taht will always support me.
I want save money.
I want to be more healthy.
I want to improve my relations with Allah.
I want help my parents and decrease their burden.
I want improve my writing.
Dear God, are all too much?
Thats all my new resolutions for the new year..

17 days to go..
Im welcoming the year of 2012 with open heart.
And 17 days to go for me to renew my resolutions kalau ada laaa...

Terlalu Indah~

2011-10-17T01:49:00.001-07:00

Setapak melangkah..
Dua langkah ingatan kanda pada dinda..

Adinda bersumpah jikalau kekanda tidak kembali.
Adinda akan menyusul kekanda..
Menginjak pada tanah yang sama..
Bernafas pada udara yang sama..

Layar berbelok-belok
Sauh dibongkar ditempat tenang
Yang tinggal hati tak elok
Yang pergi hati tak senang

Bila sampai waktu
Kita akan bersama...
Taken from #pglthemovie

#brilliant+intelligent+beautiful+perfect.. In love to the art of malay language..
Anything better than this? You are most welcome to share with me..

Updating myself to this dusty blog of mine..

2011-10-10T07:37:00.000-07:00

Hello~
placing ourselves at one stage..
we tend to look whats next...
then next..
and another next...
and still next...
until i dont find where is the hell of the ending will be..
perhaps it is no longer applicable as you arrived at one stage..
but trying to tell yourself to stop looking the next stage i find it so hard..
really~
everyday we expect better than yesterday.. and so as yesterday until i dont know am i going to be like super perfect?
and yet it is tiring..
and then you will start to think of I need a vacation mood or easily describe as 'Can I have my own Eat Pray Love' moment??

yadayadayada...

I pray to Allah please make my day not too perfect.. not too bad.. so-so is better..
so i wont get bored the next day and keep trying..
All i need is a simple life..
Is more than enough.. Alhamdulillah..

By the way this is my latest picture with our National Diver Bryan Nickson Lomas during World University Games (Universiade 2011) in Shenzhen last month... He is my favourite Malaysian athlete so far... hahah~ comeyy kan.. Congrats bryan for making thru to London Olympics 2012 for 10 meters platform dan 3 meters springboard... U might be not the 1st in the world ranking but nothing is impossible right! go go! kakak support u!! hehe.. (mcm kau dengar)

p/s: I hope Selangor will go to final Piala Malaysia 2011.. so i can watch good football.. like I watched the Malaysia ATP finale last week.. eventho not federer nor nadal were on the court.. but they were still an A-list player.. Thank you Alllah for all your blessing and nikmat..

Bugging me lately..

2011-05-09T11:51:00.001-07:00

Hijau daun band- Suara dengarkanlah aku

Di sini aku masih sendiri,
Merenungi hari-hari sepi
Aku tanpamu masih tanpamu,

Bila esok hari datang lagi
Ku coba tok hadapi semua ini
Meski tanpamu meski tanpamu

Bila aku dapat bintang yang berpijar
Mentari yang tenang bersamaku disini
Ku dapat tertawa menangis merenung
Di tempat ini aku bertahan

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apakhabarnya pujaan hatiku
Aku disini menunggunya
Masih berharap di dalam hatinya,
Suara dengarkanlah aku,
Apakah aku selalu dihatinya,
Aku disini menunggunya,
Masih berharap di dalam hatinya
And blablabla ...

I'm in love with this song.
Wish to dedicate it to The One n only..
Ateee~~
(This post is only happen when u r alone at rumah sewa without tv and only bb entertain u the whole night..)

Communication students who is bad in communication...

2011-01-30T08:48:00.000-08:00

Direct to the point... Im talking about myself..

yayayayaa.. learnt about psychology, communication models, approach and bla bla bla during college..

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and yet Ive never apply any of it..

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Today.. Work is as usual..

tengok final chong wei vs. lin dan(korean open) kat opis ngan sumorg yg emo2 belaka..

Jaga ftp.. update result badminton.. assist editing..

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My assignment today: wedding invitation of mumtaz jaafar's son..

homaigod.. very the grand.. emcee dia mahadzir lokman... hadoooo~

So the VIPs seriously.. u named it..ramai sungguh.. rasanya suma menteri ada kat situ.. tinggal nak buat sidang dewan rakyat pun bole..

tapi of course la bukan bidang saya.. saya carik saya punya target la...

zainal abidin ada, malek nor ada, jailani sidek, dollah salleh, rashid sidek ada, david teoh pun ada, abu bakar atan pun ada(erkkk~ bos ada)

termasuk hot stuff sorg ni... Misbun sidek.. susah noooo nak interview...

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i know myself.. they said a reporter/journalist kena talkative, sensitive, resourceful and blablabla..

but to be talkative ,...im so not into that.. lemah bab tu..

i can consider myself as introvert reporter.. but depends la.. kalau jumpa atlet2 yg rapat, gua pun byk ckp la.. but to start new one...im so fucking slow..

so abg faisal said before g assignment... Carik MISBUN!!!

okay da jumpa.. da salam2.. da say hi.. tapi aku terus cakap nak interview..

bodo betul... patut borak la dulu.. bonding2 ke.. caitt~

makin diingatkan utk jgn terlalu gopoh..makin gopoh jadinya..

then... apalagi.. dia pun refuse secara baiklah..huh~~

kalau dapat tu da baik punya scoop da..

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jadi pengajarannya... oh zatil..bersosial lagi ye.. x cukup tahap kesosialan anda..

p/s: tapi nasib baik shabery cheek ngan rashid sidek nak layan interview.. kalau x mampus gua kena pancaran laser dari editor esok~

selamat malam malaysia~

The only 2011 Mission..

2011-01-22T07:26:00.000-08:00

Nur Zatil Hidayah Dzulkifli...

My 2010 was so great.. Alhamdulillah~

Sudah grad diploma & degree
Sudah jalan-jalan jauh gak laa..
Sudah dapat kerja stabil yang disukai dan dicintai..
Da ada laptop sendiri..company nye pun dapat..
Dapat pinjam kete ibu untuk jalan2..(pinjam dulu nanti dapat gaji etil kumpul duit beli kete baru)
Sudah ada duit sendiri..
Dapat jumpa ramai influential people.. khususnya yang berkaitan sukan la kan.. Alhamdulillah~
Tapi masih tak da boyfriend...hahahah..motif sangat post ni~

I guess i need to be active in my social life...
So... On your mark... Get set... Go!!! rawrawww~ hahaha

p/s: blackberry pun x da lagi.. so bole gak la.. :)

English please...

2011-01-12T09:55:00.000-08:00

8 January is our 1st anniversary flew to Ohio...
I still remember the smells of snow..
the shape of snow flakes stick to my trench coat..
the sounds of wind+snow storm at night before slept at night..
the fog(cloudlike around) while we talk...
to see the sky became dark at 5 pm..
the thickness of our warm-clothes before going out to the office or even just buying milk in front of Bromley hall..
the smells of hot coffee drank by everyone while walking along Bakers building..
huhhh~ i miss winter so much eventhough it is so stress thinking of all the things we need to prepare...
I miss Ohio~
I wonder when will be my next visit to the States??? :)
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1 year passed by.. it seems like speed of light left me behind..
well.. the memory grows stronger and stronger as ashley arzy our close friends visit us early this week..
Sadly...I realize that my American Accent is keep loosing the track.. so as my speaking skills+grammar..
its like everywhere..
now i realize..
hoooo~ god i need to apply it back.. at least communication skills..
I strongly agree environment creates our lifestyle, behavior and mind..
not to blame my environment right now.. but maybe im not dealing too much with english-asssignment..
so... now Lets speak English more often.. for our knowledge.. for ourselves to be better.. for us to feel confident and to learn more...
just dont perceive it negatively.. and lets support each other..
just dont be like some people whom love to downgrade others..
p/s: always heard some people say... cehhhh~ spekong... ingat omputih ke..(bodoh punya org mcm ni.. buang masa je hidup...)heee terEMO la pulak..
so.... I announce the English campaign for myself starts.... Now!
Have a nice day buddy~

.....2010, 2011.....

2010-12-31T11:46:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah syukur...

2010

UITM
Pass application Visa US..
United States of America
Ohio University
My niece... Anya Rachmania
Bachelor Degree(First class honour)
Journalism Pre-Entry Curriculum (JPEC)
TV3 training...(sports desk)
TV9 training..(everything)
LASIK
finally got the job.... Sports TV3

Never ever imagined will gain what i have now..
never ever cross in my mind to get these chance..
All i know..Allah set everything.. Thank you and thank you... Alhamdulillah..

Hope for 2011...

Semoga ibu bapa dan keluargaku sihat dan selamat
Semoga dapat rezeki yang halal & sihat tubuh badan..

Cukup buat masa ini... Aminnnn~

Impianku~ :) Alhamdulillah..

Bola+Ayam= pembunuh harapan rakyat jelata!

2010-12-25T11:31:00.000-08:00

Dikala rakyat Malaysia sibuk ngan Piala Suzuki AFF 2010.
Begitu juga sibuklah editor dan reporter utk mencari scoop2 berita yang boleh membeliakan biji mata penonton.
Sampai disatu tahap boss berkongsi pengalaman ketika AFF 2004.
Menyingkap rekod pertemuan Malaysia dan Indonesia.. Tahun 2004 paling menarik perhatian aku..
Ikut abg burn cakap la.. sbb dia yg cover time tu...(time tu kat sekolah..sibuk form 5 kot time tu)
Malaysia ketika itu tempat ke2 dalam kumpulan B bertemu juara kumpulan A, indonesia pada perlawanan semi fnal..
Perlawanan separuh akhir pertama berlangsung di Gelora Bung Karno..
Malaysia leading 2-1 hasil jaringan Liew Kit Kong..
2nd leg berlangsung di Bukit Jalil..
Ist half khalid Jamlus golkan.. Malaysia leading 3-1(agreget time tu je la)
2nd half~ empat biji Indonesia rembat..
Mengapa tiba2 dalam masa 45 minit terakhir malaysia kaku?
Player cakap.. kaki tiba2 sejuk.. x leh lari..
bukan sorg..tapi suma skali...
kenapa? mengapa? apa terjadi?
=======dipercayai berkaitan unsur2 mistik =============
Ketika perlawanan 2nd half baru nak mula..
ada pakcik bawak ayam masuk padang bergandingan ngan player masuk padang..
Ayam?? ayam hidup uolls..
Apa ke he' nye bawak ayam masuk padang..
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Ayam adalah salah satu alat untuk ritual jampi menjampi ni~(mano la den tau)
Jadi.. peraturan baru perlu diusulkan sebelum permainan bolasepak berlangsung di nusantara ini..
Ayam juga perlu diharamkan disamping Laser, botol air, mercun dan lain2 yang mendatangkan bahaya..
Persatuan bola sepak..sila ambil perhatian
Believe it? Its in your hand to digest it...
Kesimpulannya..Be professional bro~ x yah la bawak2 ayam..jampi2 bagai..
Hello this is 21st century(dengan accent American skit)

If you see people holding Ayam during football match.. kill them..kill them!! softly... shhhhhh~

Punching wall with love :)

2010-12-24T08:33:00.000-08:00

Story telling via Visualizing..

Sounds easy and fun and exciting and whatever happy words u relate with huh~..

Before we go further, every time I starts working... Visuals completely comes first in mind.

From visuals creates meaning, feel, soul, flow, direction and the vital thing is the messages.. and everything u want your audience to understand with..

I love broadcast writing.. it may looks easy but It has a strong relationships with technology or other words THE art of camera skills and capturing~

Im a new guy in town.. I dont mind to learn.. In fact I would love to do so.. so keep spreading your intelligent and experience to me..

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this is the starting of my evil words.. please ignore it if you care too much with it

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But the problem with some unfortunate people... they are BRAINLESS and USELESS...

U make me to puke reporting your story when u started to direct me how u want my story to be look like..

Dont ask me to do what I want to write unless you are my editor..

I repeat IF ONLY YOU ARE MY EDITOR OR MY SENIOR OR COLLEAGUES...

You are very welcome to do so but IF I repeat.. If you are my editor ONLY..

U love publicity.. Fame.. to be well-known or whatever shits u said to promote yourself..

Im so want puke on u..

Relax bro and sista.. I just want to write what i wanted it to be.. if u give me great ideas as Aristotle.. I might need your help and absorb it as sponge-bob did..really.. but dont teach me to promote yourself.. because Im going to meet u only once in life.. I promise.. boringggg~

p/s: I love my job... TV3 inspirasi hidupku... muahmuahhh :)

Live life righteously..

2010-12-13T09:55:00.000-08:00

Waking up in the morning.. knowing the storyline of life being plan as I want it to be..

Only one word can describes how I feel now.. Alhamdulillah.. Thank you God for what I have now..

Parents+Family+Brothers+Job+TV3+Buddies+Bosses+Opportunities.. What more can I ask for..

Hoping every minutes of this long journey will be fulfilled with great experiences and knowledge..

Feeling more stable and comfortable... because I can stop burdening my parents whom being so supportive and patient during my studies...

Does that means to stop threading ideas? Absolutely not..

Hoping that Everything will be fine( Quoted from Jason Mraz's song)

next: Hammering more Sports history in mind.. :) Viel Gluck!

Indahnya lautan merah itu..

2010-11-06T00:01:00.000-07:00

Bencana alam juadah utama slot berita di malaysia.
Sehari tanpa khabar bencana tidak lengkap hidup seorang penerbit berita..seolah-olah hilang nyawa..
Bukan hanya Malaysia jika keadaan ini kita singkap satu persatu ketika ini, negara jiran dengan merapi, Haiti dengan thomasnya, bahkan cina dengan tanah lungsur ditambah lagi dengan tragedi kapal terbang terhempas 2 hari berselang, dan beberapa insiden lain di seluruh pelosok dunia..

Jika sebelum ini kesukaan lebih terarah kepada bidang sukan yang bagi aku sesuatu yg sihat dan menarik dengan penggunaan ayat yang penuh aksi seperti membolos, menerjah, menyumbat kencang dan banyak lagi..
Kini.. akibat dek terlalu mahukan kerja di sarang baru.. bencana pula yg jadi taruhan..
Tiba-tiba terbit rasa cinta kepada genre berita ini..
Tiba-tiba teringat keindahan gunung berapi yang pernah aku lihat di kampungku, Indonesia namun sedihnya ketika itu ia tidur tanpa sebarang aksi.

Mungkin kelihatan sadis.. tapi telah lama aku mimpikan untuk sedikit merasa getaran gempa bumi sejak dulu lagi..
tiba-tiba teringin melihat dengan mata sendiri keadaan di djogjakarta dengan merapi yg sedang hebat memuntahkan lahar dan debu volkaniknya itu..
sepanjang mengumpul maklumat tentang bencana2 ini.. aku dapati satu lagi di jawa barat sedang menggelegak dan tidak sabar2 memuntahkan isi bumi... mungkin hari ini.. atau esok.. atau minggu depan.. bila-bila saja..
Bolehkah aku ke sana? Bolehkah aku merasai kesengsaraan itu?
Mampukah aku menanganinya?
Bukan mendoakan bencana tetapi hanya berharap keindahan alam itu dapat aku rasa buat seketika..
kini aku berjanji.. akan cuba menjejakan kaki ke negara itu sekali lagi... bagi memburu impian ku ini..
Itu saja impianku buat masa ini~

p/s: nad n syefah... jangan muntah darah... hahaha~

I think you are so sexy~

2010-10-28T10:11:00.000-07:00

People say that by working with Intelligent people.. one day we will be like them....
I hope so..
knowing this great people..its like.. I've never ever ever dream before..
and now Im sitting beside them and they share their knowledge and teach me!!!
I think they are very sexy..veryy veryy sexy~
Thougthts, views, ideas, the way they articulate words and express idea, the way they in love with knowledge.... they way they think and tell me directly straight to my face... really melting me down.... awwwww~~
it might sounds cheesy and yet kinky.. but the truth is
You guys are so sexy..
thank you God.. for letting me to be closed with all these great people in Malaysia.. you guys are my idol..
sexy... grrrwwwww~
no matter what.. U guys are my role model.. I hope i can be as sexy as u guys in future.. grwwww~ haaaa~ eventho im just a beginner and surrounded by stupidass society problems.. I can still smiling thinking that Ive been given a chance like this.. :) Thank you very much~

5 months after~ Gambler In Me~

2010-10-06T23:57:00.000-07:00

Things change tremendously..
Im not at previous position which referred to Ohio Thingy~..Im now love to gamble.. Gamble my time and my life my heart and my destiny.. The deal is not money but my time and effort.

Currently undergoing another training with MEdia Prima under a program called Journalism Pre Entry Curriculum(JPEC). They said selected people will get HR contract.. This is what Im looking for.. something stable and yet a lot of soul to be placed in..

Meet a lot of people.. Handsome, gorgeous, talented, emotional, opportunist, disappointed, happy, manipulative, stoned face, anger, money seekers and a lot of human being.. I was at Sports desk Buletin Utama TV3. 5 aired standupper. Not things to make a biggie but to share what i have inside. Now rotating to tv9 with the mark of Dekat di hati.

Sport desk was my best experience in journalism ever. Working with people like Abu Bakar Atan, Abdullah Sani, Faisal Ismail, Fadzhil Rais, HAsnida Hanim, Al- Shaiful, Ima Liana and Saiyed Ismail . are an opportunity I never dream off.. plus working with talented other journalist and staff at tv3... The outcome was superb to me myself.. I gained a lot lot lot lot lot lottttsss and u cant never imagine.. But it was a month ago..

Now they are testing me.. placing me at TV9.. with totally different concept of what i did before. Under general desk with less of reporting and more production. Totally vast different area I face with.
As what Tok Mad and kak farahin said, They want A multitasker broadcast journalist. Not just reporting but to handle everything.

Is there any so called Super power kind of Journalist whom can do everything?...I really mean EVERYTHING???? I dont know but all I know we are the batch of guinea pig~ experimentasi babeh..

So new place.. TV9.. hopefully I can share what I have at least.. All the best to myself.. Pray for me guys.. Hope to be a responsible Broadcast Journalist one day ..

Love what I do now.. But it is always in favourite environment we want.. But what can we do.. The One up there set something for us.. One thing for sure.. I will work hard! Ya Allah permudahkan jalan ku~ Amin~

Left, Abdullah Sani and Right Fadzhil Rais.

Thank you Sport Desk Tv3.. Will never forget the experience I gained there.. Love u guys.. Muahmuahhhh

Waking up at 3.30am...

2010-05-17T15:18:00.000-07:00

Jet lag ohh jetlag..
please let me go ASAP..
4 days after the arrival.. I woke up at 3.30 am and slept at 1pm..
bangun pagi lapar yang teramat mcm nak makan portion lunch..
watching televison, Lost, Cake Boss, Mrs. Beckham, Cinta Antara Benua and etc.

HAppy to be home. Kiss my mummy.
Take care of my santek and company
and another new baby.. abg ren jumpa kat padang.. almost kill by the dog.
bawak rumah lil kitten nak susu la apa la.. berak la..
so sapa lagi.. Im the new kitten babysitter..
Da macam SPCA da rumah ni..
but its ok.. I love cat.

Submitted my report yesterday
Met Dekan, KP and my advisor..
report everything... EVERYTHING..

Now whats next?
I need to find job.. If not I will go crazy.
I need to get busy..
I need to do a lot of things
I need to find my life back
Smile everyone :)

Goodbye America, Hello Malaysia!!

2010-05-12T02:33:00.000-07:00

Its 5.30 AM in the morning and my flight will be at 1.30PM today.
Eric viani and sinoun will send us to Columbus airport. Thanks guys!

Good bye America.
Thanks for the memory.
Thanks for the experiences.
I'll come again next year insyaallah.

Hello Malaysia.
Im back. hopefully the weather is beautiful like here.

Our flight duration is 37 hours including 9 hours transit at Schiphol airport, Amsterdam.
Cant wait to see the land of Europe.
Then will arrive in Malaysia.
Wish us a safe journey ok!
Amin..

Love you America. Wait for me next year Fall.
:)

:(

2010-04-27T16:21:00.000-07:00

Everything just started.
The first month It took me some time to familiar with the weather.
Starting this early April..
I just entered class to experience America's classroom.
Why I started it late..? because it is new quarter.
the early month was in the middle of quarter..
not really suitable for us.

I Just started to visit Alden everyday.
Just started to picnic around Green College.
Just realized that I want to further my MA.
Just started to realize how I love my 5 friends.. Alif, Mem, Amai, Naddy and Elin.
Just started to love eat Jimmy John's sandwiches.
Just started to love eating soft cookies which I hate before.
Just started to improve my English.
Just started to enjoy shopping in Amazon.com.
Just started to enjoy everything that I just know.

Everyhting has just started..... apparently it will be end very soon.
Very soon...

After this,
My environment changes back to normal.
Come back to normal hot weather.
Come back to drive my myvi in Klang.
Come back to go through congested Klang road.
Come back to lying on bed with my santek.
Come back to eat my nasi lemak.

Only God knows how I miss my hometown.

But this changes are too drastic.
I am going to handle it.
Im going to make it.
Im going to face it.
hopefully I will be brave enough.
The starting point has to be ended for a while.

I will come back here to find my loves.
Love to study.
Love to find my life.
Love to see the world.
Love to learn knowledge from others.
Love to be within my lovely friends.

It doesnt mean that if I go back I wont find all my LOVES.
I will find it.
Same as here.
The different.is.. It is so different.
Im going to miss this place like hell.

I miss my mom.daddy.brothers.sisters.friends.
but
I already miss this place too... Eventhough I am still here.

God help me go through this phase.
please.. please... :(

huh~ Im done with it

2010-04-23T18:04:00.000-07:00

Hanjeng
hanjeng
dan
hanjeng lagi...

sesungguhnya hanya mampu bertahan..
tahan
dan tahan lagi

segala lontaran darinya
buat aku terasa
kecik hati
semak
tapi
aku tahan

tak kan terbongkar
kerana tak kan terbongkar.
tidak akan pernah terbongkar.
kerana itu
bukan lah aku..

tapi yang aku tahu
realitinya..
mmg hanjeng,
banjingan,
sialan,
dan
hanjeng
lagi...

bukan perosak
dan x kan rosakan nya
kerana x kan aku rosak kan..

tahanlah~
sikit masa lagi zatil
aku akan tahan..
Itu saja...

Jangan soalkan..
jangan pernah tanya..
kerana aku akan tahan~

Happy 420 day

2010-04-20T15:42:00.000-07:00

While walked to WOUB office today, we heard almost everyone greets each other with some celebration..which I dont really captured the words since it was not meant for me neither my friends.. but we did heard people greets each other and we wondered what the heck it is...

Now I found out.. Its Happy 420 day.

I know it is passed 4.20pm today..
but i take this opportunity to wish you

"Happy 420 day.."

Definition of 420 day from wikipedia:
It refers to consumption of cannabis and, by extension, a way to identify oneself with cannabis subculture
The term was coined from a group of teenagers at San Rafael High School in San Rafael, California, United States in 1971. The teens would meet after school at 4:20 p.m. to smoke marijuana outside the school.

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new things I learn here in America, new celebration which is not officially considered as national holiday.
hahaha.. what an interesting cultures. It doesnt mean to be follow but we just get to know about it.
Have a nice day everyone!

Court Street

2010-04-15T22:30:00.000-07:00

Tadi tengah hari jalan-jalan ngan mem lepas g office.
Pergi jalan-jalan sampai Athens Underground and check out some gladiators sandals yang aku da gilakan sekarang ni~ huhu
Bos, Jonathan x da sbb dia ada recording jam 1 sampai 5.
Janji smlm ngan Jon nak datang pkol 9 siap letak note lagi kat office.
Haram jadah.. Bangun pukul 10 keluar Bromley jam 1200

Court St. tempat kami jalan-jalan.
Tempat paling hip kat Athens ni katanya..
Banyak barang jual. Cantik-cantik.
Harga macam biasa.. Mahal la..
Anjing banyak jalan-jalan.
Jejaka2 kacak banyak jugak. grrrrwwww~~

Court st. yang dikatakan hebat.
X la ada apa sangat.
Kalau ada jual nasi lemak baru la aku salute tapi malangnya x da.

X da apa nak cerita sangat.
Tapi Court St. yang dikatakan hip ni akan ku ingat sampai bila2.
X best pun.
sbb x da mak cik jual nasi lemak ngan karipap kat tepi2 jalan..
Tapi kat sini lah memory ngan kawan-kawan.
Ngan Acip, Naddy, Amai, Elin & Mem
Ngan Malaysian.
Tengok orang mabuk2.
Tengok orang cium-cium
Tengok jejaka2 yang body baik punya jalan2 pakai short ngan sunglases je. another grrrwwwww~~
Tengok anjing selalu nak gesel2 kat kaki kami.

Selamat Malam Amerika(poyo benar.. mau kena fire lepas ni.. ahaks.. tp mmg betul pun kat US) hahaha

p/s: Terima kasih Abang Azlan Razif and Kak Shakila .. setelah hampir 4 bulan x jumpa karipap.. mereka telah memberi kami yang sebatang kara di perantauan ni karipap daging yang enak sekali~ thank you2.. You guys are so kind to us.. never ever forget it~

Dear Earth

2010-04-10T00:37:00.000-07:00

Dear Mr. Earth,
Winter in January was awesome because that was my first winter.
At first I was happy and excited touching the white beautiful snow scattered around which can be use to make Cendol or ABC.
After few weeks, Im enough with it because it was too icy, gloomy and road became slippery.
There was one time the temperature reached 5 fahrenheit or -15 celsius.
I was complaining about the cold weather wishing that the sun will show some power.

After 2 months...then the Spring showed up.
The sun was everywhere and everyone happy about it.
Everyone will say "It is a beautiful day.. hope you enjoy it"
Then I knew how important the sun is.
We can see everyone lying on the park where some with clothes and some not.
I Now know how sun gives happiness and enjoyment to human nature including dogs and squirrel at the Green College.
Day by day.. the temperature reached to almost 80 Fahrenheit or 26 celsius.
Then I started complaining again.. because it was too hot.
I opened our room's window hoping more wind to enter our room but nothing much different happened.
Plus my room, the heater is still not operate properly until today.. Deb.. your technician sucks~

Today April 9, the temperature suddenly dropped to 41 fahrenheit or 5 celsius.
I have to open back my wardrobe and search for my winter clothes.
Then as usual, I complained about the weather become too cold and drop all of the sudden.
It makes me to wear my same design winter clothes back.
And I hate it.
I hate to go out and have to wear thick clothes. Leceh laa...
And yet.. I only enjoy the sun only for 3 weeks and now its freezing again.

Mr. Earth.. I know you heard everything I said everyday.
You must be confused of what I wish for.
If you are a man, I can imagine how you look like and how you response to people who are always complaining and never grateful about life.

Sorry Mr. Earth.
I just think this is a free country. Please dont be like this.
The changes are too extreme.

Moral of the story. Appreciate everything you have now.

Sorry Mr. Earth.
I will not complain too much after this.

I just want to lay down under the Sakura tree near the Hocking river this weekend because we are having potluck with the SEASA. Thats all.

Good night Athens.

I dont wanna miss a thing

2010-04-08T14:43:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, Acip, Nadia, Ashley, Amai and I had our late dinner at Buffalo Wild Wings.(Our mamak stall here because it is located just around the corner)

When everyone went out, only Mahirah and I still waiting at the table.

Songs of Aerosmith came out title " I dont wanna miss a thing"
It made me rewind everything what I gone through before.
_________________________________________________

Only 1 month to go. I miss everything about Malaysia

My Ayah
My ibu
Abg ren, Aci, Lee, Pari
K.cc n Jaja
My cat, si Tantek(actually she is ugly but I love to call her cantik)
My bed
My car Myvi(ibu nye actually)
My nadia
My syefah
My Farid
My nasi lemak. my nasi padang.
my everything............

_______________________________________________

Unfortunately, thinking of this place, Athens the village which nobody will never ever dream to stay here.. Im sad..

Im so sad to leave this place.

People may look that we are actually kind off waste money here because we didnt look busy while working.
People may look that we are actually having a long vacation.
People may look that we are actually didnt get what we are supposed to get at this far.

But people stop assuming. You dont know what we gained here.

_______________________________________________

At this far, now I realize NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE
Thanks for the love especially to

Joanie(we will definitely miss you)
Ashley for being our friends here
Sinoun for sharing loves and cares
Kak hanni for being our kakak here and savior.. love you so much
Abg Syam, the rockers that letting us be a part of your family
Lisa, Sarah Aisyah for your time and friendship.
Kak shakila & abg Azlan for your help.
Dato SAlleh and wife. Thanks for everything..
Kak Lind & abg Firdaus for the lunch.
Mark, our boss for teaching us to differentiate between reality and laugh
Jarrel for being such a nice boss
Jason for the knowledge
Zac for answering our silly question
Danielle for giving us a chance
Kelly for listening our story
Kevin. You are the boss that makes me feel that the world is such a wonderful place to live. thanks for open my eyes about that fact.
Bryan for giving me chance to be on air for forecast report. Im glad that my voice in America. huhuh~
Clamente, the politic subject really excites me. I will never forget about that.
Beth, english teacher.. Thanks.
To whom I missed.. sorry.. let me know.. I will edit soon..

I will never forget this experience. Thank to everyone.
This appreciation may be too early because I still have 1 month here but I dont care. I want to remember everything happen with me now forever. This opportunity may not come twice. By appreciating this, I know I will remember everything I experience now.

This journey is so far. I learn more about appreciate my life. About people around me.
About try and try again and never give up.
About the beautiful places that create by God which we should look for and see it by ourselves. not just through Internet.
About greetings. Simple things that connect people which I almost forgot.
About work hard.
To be more sensitive to environment.

Sorry because it took me this long to realize it. How dumb I am.
Sorry guys for my mistakes. Insyaallah I will not do those thing anymore.

I hope this experience will never end. Life is so wonderful.

I am so grateful for this opportunity eventhough it is only for 4 months.

Thanks Allah.
Thanks for letting me to experience this.
Only You know how I feel now. Thank you very much.
Thank you.

My Abang Mraz..

2010-04-02T04:02:00.000-07:00

Wiki stated that:

Jason Mraz born June 23, 1977 is an American singer-songwriter, born and raised in Mechanicsville, Virginia.

And i know he is still there because his latest blog dated Tuesday, March 30, 2010 Titled: On a plain...http://freshnessfactorfivethousand.blogspot.com/ said that:

"Yesterday I flew from Richmond, Virginia to San Francisco, California."

He is so close to my place.. the google map showed that:

From Athens to Mechanicsville, Virginia takes

406 mi – about 7 hours 4 mins

Dekat je tu... Eventhough Journey to Texas pun 24 Hours = 2500 miles aku da cuba.. ini kan lagi 7 hours journey...

Oh Abang Mraz.. u drive me crazy.. hahaha.. I wish I can see u sbb kenapa time aku datang sini x da US Tour kamu,... huhuhu~

Oh Abg Mraz... Im coming to you.. hahaha..(gila apa)..

Spring Break- Austin, Texas

2010-03-30T19:55:00.000-07:00

Hi Y'all!!

The Spring just ended and guess what.. I went to Texas.
Its was a short plan.. about 1 week Acip invited me and I just say yes since my roomie, Naddy will heading to New York city and definitely will make me insane live in Athens...

So, Sinoun as the driver.. A very very tough and sexy driver led the trip.

Where Alif with me and

suddenly Mitchel showed up.. So it were 4 of us..

The journey is 24 hours driving.. because it is 1500 miles =2413.9 km.. my brother said Johor to Perlis is 700km.. so bayangkan journey dr Johor ke Perlis ulang 3 setengah kali... buntot terbakar tahap dewa naga
We drove about 2 pm on Saturday and arrived in Austin the next Sunday night.. huh~ this is a real journey!

Actually it should take only 22 hours but something happened to the GPS and it brought us to Birmigham, ALABAMA ok! jauh giler.. After 12 hours driving, we stop at Birmingham, Alabama and slept at one of the hotel.

Arrived at Austin Texas on Sunday night.. So we missed South by South West music festival. The biggest music festival on earth. Featuring all musician around the world and also featured MUSE and Yuna from Malaysia.. So x da rezeki.. Next year la pegi.. But it doesnt mean the end of the world..

We went to:

Whole Foods Market
The Domain where the Forever 21 is.. heeee~
San Marcos factory Outlet..
The Oasis- restaurant at Lake Travis
University of Texas
Texas Capitol
Tejas- The Mexican food
Amy's ice cream
Covert Park where we met The Jordanian
Buffalo Exchange
Flying Saucer
Mansfield Dam
Mozart Coffee Shop.. hebat jugak
Halcyon.. coffee shop hebat
Spiderwick Coffee shop.. awesome
RAIN.. hahaha
Texas State History Museum
San Antonio- The historic Alamo, River walk and Hard Rock Cafe San Antonio

In short.. Whatever happen in Texas stays in Texas.. hahahah~
here are some pictures with my new friends in Texas.

From left: Sylvia and Sinoun

Nate the Superman

Jourdanian that we met at Covert Park

With Rene at Barbeque party

Marina's friends: Rachel and Kevin.. Thanks brother for the care.. heeee~ hope you like the video of fake MJ.. Gila gila gila gila...

One of Rene's friend..

With Jerry

With Marina

Again with Nate the Hollander this time

With Anto from Medan Indonesia and Natalia from Jakarta which is not in the picture... Nice to meet you guys.. will never forget about u guys.. Nanti datang ke Malaysia kita hang out iya!

With Justin from Austin, Texas.. heeeee~

For me.. Texas is the best place Ive ever been to..
The weather is warm right now la.. since it still in spring
You can see arts and colours everywhere.. it is the place for those who love arts. There are Hippies, Musician, Grafitti and the most important thing everyone SXSW South By South West Music festival that we missed.. I will definitely come to Austin again.. University of Texas(UT) its kinda interesting... for my masters.. tengoklah nanti.. Its the place where people dont care what are you doing and wearing... sukati la.. nobody's care..

Thanks to all... Marina and Justin for the hospitality and let us crash your house.
Nate for brought us to UT campus area which I feel to choose UT as my next masters program..
Natalia & Anto for the ride
Justin for the dance
Rene for the Barbeque.
And To my dear Sinoun.. Thanks for everything... Thanks for sharing Austin to me and Acip.. Thanks a milion.

Austin in My heart!!! heeeee~~

Suaraku di Athens??

2010-03-17T10:32:00.000-07:00

As usual, Mahirah and I will shift to another department because we ask for it.
So this week Im in AM Radio Department supervised by Brian Gibson. Mahirah is not feeling well because of the flu. So get well soon Amai.

On Monday we didnt work because I forgotten about the time. We should start at 8 am in the morning which I frankly admit that I rarely wake up at this time. So, Carolyn the big boss said that "ITS OKAY... YOU CAN COME TOMORROW.. NO WORRIES... " Then We said yeahhhh!!

Tuesday Mahirah still not well so i went working alone. As I walked in Brian left me with Ryan. A gorgeous American guy with blue eyes live in the same building with me at Bromley but hes at level 8 and I am at 2nd level. So what a beautiful day for me... left alone in the conti with him..~~~ yeehaaaaa~

Wednesday I was a little bit late but actually a lot.. but most American says that.. Dont worry if you are late because we are just fine.... (
I heard about this many times since I arrived here but I didnt reallly believe on it because back in Malaysia as En.Khai said " OH.. KALAU MACAM NI HABISLAH AWAK KALAU G US NANTI... SUMA AMERICAN TU PUNCTUAL .. HABISLAH AWAK..."
now i wonder... ye ke?? x cayalah.. Im here and diorg lagi relax.. but its not a good things because It will make you more lazy... tapi da mcm tu kat sini.. layan je la..

So wednesday Im alone again because Amai is still not well. So I went to the conti and listen to what brian did for today's segment. Then he said"
" Now its your turn to try"
I was like... hehehehe~ really?
then he said yes.. u can do it now..

I practice ten thousand and i dont know how many time and record it dengan bangganya..
then i informed brian he said" Good.. Its good for the first start.."
iyo la tu.. korang ni suma nye good.. x penah nye yg x good...
then he gave me another 3 segments...
banyak jugak utk saya yg lemah lembap ni at first..
then brian said.. you do well and i will aired it for todays segment.. at first i was like. hahah x caya..
when doing the other 3 suddenly i realized the things before already in the countdown for 4 pm today...
mak aii... takut uolls...

So the Conclusion is... My voice is in Athens today... hahahahahahah~~
Great experience for me..
Tomorrow Brian said I will be on air for tomorrow too.. for segment from 4 to 5... hahahah~
Eventho it is a small town... But hey... my voice is in US.. hahahahah(nampak over tapi uolls i just want to share).. say what you wanna say...

Good Afternoon in Athens and Good nite Malaysia!!! yeah~
Assalamualaikum!

MUSE - US Chicago Resistance Tour 2010

2010-03-14T16:14:00.000-07:00

At first we called it as Backpackers...

The day started on March 12, Arin one of our Indonesian buddy send us to COTA bus stop at Columbus OH.
The Megabus ticket was at 11am in the morning.. and as early as 8 we already woke up because Athens to Columbus took approximately 2 hours driving.

Arrived at COTA around 9.40. Arin speed up and we didnt expect to arrived there in an hour.. Coolness.. thanks arin.

From KL to AThens to Columbus.. I think we are now a bit kampung. Looking at all high-rise building, we impressed.. what a life. but at least we can save money to visit more big cities. for you Ohio University. We slave our life to be there..

As our Megabus arrived, we enjoy the 6-hours of journey. We left the states of Ohio and entered Indiana and finally arrived at Illinois the state where the Chicago is located.

We stop at Union Station.. I'll tell about it later.. Because we had some actions there before we went back the next day.

Then we changed our clothes and headed to Union Center where the MUSE concert was.

United Center~ Awesome MUSE!
The stage was a hydraulic and it moves up and down based on the music. So as the drummer spinning around us. There are so great!! No words can be describe!! omg~

I still remember when I was in Diploma, Muse held a concert in KL but I didnt make it because the ticket sold out 2 months before. I was so sad and yet after 5 years waiting.. its so worth it! Thanks for giving me the chance. Bak kata orang melayu" kalau da jodoh x kemana" hahah. gaya mcm jumpa je. its ok.. im so satisfied! Thanks chicago.. Thanks uitm sebenarnya.. heee~

And I also bought the T-shirt, MUSE US Resistance Tour 2010! USD 38.. mahal tapi x pe. layan je. x makan sebulan. yezzzzaaaa~~

From United Center to Union station we line up in a bus full line of people. As we waited to get in, ada budak melayu jerit...

Woi, melayu ke?
Then i sambut" Aah melayu la"

Ada jugak melayu kat sini..
so we kinda blur with the bus routes, and i yelled at them to ask for information.
Rupanya budak Melayu dari Indiana Uni. There also knew nothing about the bus. So, eventho x kenal sapa.. so, nice to meet you guys.

We planned not to stay at any hotel because we want to stay up at the Union Station. Chicago is one of the city that has a problems with Hobo or homeless. So, we knew that staying at Union Station may cause us to be labelled as homeless but we said that lets pretend elegant and smart eventhough we stay at the Union Station. While waiting at the Union Station, there were some hobos being chased out by the police. There were also few womens and children looks like hobos. we stay at one of the fountain and suddenly realized it was not a good idea to stay there for 6 hours and not sleep or lay down on the bench. From that we decided to find pay phones and wants to call one of motel suggested by our supervisor, Atnhony and the name of the motel is Ohio House Motel.

As we walked into it, one of the police stops us and said "Im not done yet' dont move" How do you get into this place? Are you break in here somewhere?

We are stonned and looking at each other. We told the policeman that we want to find a pay phones to find a motel.. he didnt believe us...

He said, Wait here, Im gonna check the door upstairs. Ive locked the door and i dont believe you guys.

He thought that we break in in Union station. Actually we were there almost 30 minutes. Than he said.. I dont believe you.. How you get in? We said that we were there almost 30 minutes.

Thank God he believe Us. If not we can be charged as Attempt to break in~ nasib x kena tangkap... mampuih kalau kena.fuh~ alhamdulillah.

Then he brought us to the entrance and stops a cab and we headed to Ohio House Motel in Chicago-(mana--mana pergi pun Ohio gak.. x da nama lain ke)

So we went to the Ohio Motel House. USD 140 for 6 of us. Ok la.. one person$25.. huh~

The next morning we went to the Millennium Park where it is a center of attraction in Chicago city. Its a place where u can find several designs and arcs made by architects around the world. This is one of my aims in Chicago trip because I have seen in before in internet. This place is beautiful.

We then went to the Union Station because our ticket was at 11am. We headed to Union station doing something else like grabbed a fridge magnetic with Chicago on it and few Chicago souvenirs.

Talking about Union Station, do you know why we are so into one of the stairs?

The bus stops at Union Station. Its one of beautiful bus station. It is popular with one of the stair where Kevin Costner had killing mafia scene in the fil called "Untouchables". Our kakak here in athens, Kak hanni told us about this. Eventhough I have never watch before the film, i just made up my mind to stop at this place and took pictures. Its in the movie tho~ so why not we grab this opportunity to go there.. (walaupun x tau pun citer tu, yang penting tempat legend uolls)

Check Out the movie Untouchables- Unio Station scene staring Kevin Costner. heeee~~

Then 11 am until 6.30 pm journey. what a trip for us. Its short i know but its enough and worth it. Chicago.. The Windy City.. I will never ever foget about it.. Till we meet again~ panjang .. x larat nak masuk kan gambar Millennium Park.. soon baby.. soon.. weeee~

Assalamualaikum!

Far far away!!

2010-03-09T13:14:00.000-08:00

I have never imagine to go this far.
To see what i didnt see and couldn't see it before and feel it or maybe the cause of my stupidity. who am I? Is this a joke?

Everything comes with reason.
As I perceive it as a chance to know about myself, life and people.
but why is is so hard...

About my place that I have already spend for the entire of my life took me this far to know it more deeply.. Why is it happen? The more closer to the things we live, the more we dont know what the hell is all about.

Dont think that im blaming you.
Its not you. And Its not even we. Its not you neither them. Its Me.
Welcome to the other side of the world.

Athens Ohio- 1st edition

2010-02-06T10:30:00.000-08:00

After almost a month in Athens Ohio USA, and now i have time to update my blog. Sorry to whom waiting for it. Really have tons of things to be settled first eventho im online my FB 24/7.

Before that thank you very much kepada yang hantar saya. muah2!

Ayah g solat maghrib time ni.

Mereka yang hantar saya. Terima kasih sebesar gunung~ weee

Briefly about this place.

Its a college town and at this moment full with snow. Lots of country's song bars and i feel like living in the same town with Chuck Norris. Cuma kuda je x da. maybe winter, there all sleep in a barn. Its a very small town which the most happening place to shopping are walmat, kroger and alder beerman.

Majority is White and most minority quite even of amount.

Officially felt the nature.

Wet and windy day.

Facilities

I love OU's library. AWESOME. The books and people so nice and they encourage student to study in the greatest experience. Frankly, before arrived here i've set my mind to do my intern here and back to malaysia and work to earn money money money. But since i came here, it changes because this place make me to futher study. Because it sooo different how they treat students I really want to do so but we'll see. But alhamdulillah i have an opportunity to feel this strength where i realize it become far from me before. S

Food

No way. This is the worst part. NO HALAL FOOD AT ALL. Serious a big problem. Most people that i told about this problem they said that" Alaaa senang je.. masaklah"x kan x leh masak kot.. makan tepung ke apa ke" save sikit bole diet"".... hahahahha... cakap memang senang..

This a cold place where the temperature about -15celcius until 2celcius. We really in need of meat but since there is no proper meat we ate ikan bilis we brought from malaysia and roti and maggi and nasi with shrimp and fish & chips($12). Plus, our room is package with alarm, sprinkler and fire detector. once berbunyik, bomba segala pertolongan datang nak cek. So mmg x da maknanya nak masak. nasib ada fridge and microwave.(hari2 makan microwave mau botak kepala uolls) . Im not complaining.. it just that too many people ask and lama2 pening kepala nak jawab n selalu diorg akan ckp the same response. So i tell u..its not that easy. x pe.

So usually we ate at Diner, Buffalo Wing(sport's bar) and Baker's food court. Awal2 kami selalu makan kat chinese restaurant. Most Malaysian cakap makan nasi and shrimp kungpao or vege. and u know apa jugak jual kat chinese restaurant so we just tutup mata and pilih makanan yg bole makan. but skrg da mual da tekak.

X mahu lagi makan sini. x sedap.

p/s: x larat lagi nak tulis. wait for 2nd edition.

Aufwiedersehen

Fighting with my adik~

2009-12-21T04:51:00.000-08:00

Its been a weird day today..

Just now, i was in an emotional fighting with my lil bro.

Its a stupid cats n dogs fighting in front of our house.

n it took quite a few minutes. lama gak la.

cause of fighting: x da issue pun. but everyone is ego n x nak mengalah.

adik yelled with his man's voice while me, I yelled like my mom's voice.. U cant imagine how it is sounds like... only nadia n syefah knows.. huhuhu..

after a few hours.. now i am regret of what ive done.

adik asked for an apology first. etil didnt mean to do that.

so as u. next time mulut tu jgn cepat melahar ek~

next time jgn buat lagi. etil pun sama.

Im sorry too, adik..

Love u so much. xoxo

From Left: My adik, me n Lee.

Merapi Singgalang di Minangkabau...

2009-11-11T09:57:00.000-08:00

Im Off to Padang jap.. balik kampung.. Nagari Kapau di Bukit Tinggi Indonesia..
jumpa saudara mara jap.. mak cik nak jual tanah pusaka arwah nenek.. layankan je..
Semoga perjalanan kami selamat walaupun da dpt tau kat sana masih ada lagi gegaran susulan every minute.. Ja wohl!! insyaallah x da pape.. takut gak sbnrnya..

Bye2
Nad: aku g kejap je.. ahad balik.. Tadi aku call ko x angkat.. da tido kot..
Farid :kalau sempat aku msg..
Syefah.. nanti kita carik tanduk yg sesuai utk syefah ..heheh
Najib: Sorry nyah x dpt pungot ko utk 2 ari last editing ni..
A.ren, Jaja, Aci, K.cc, Lee. Pari: Tolong la jeolous.. etil pegi balik nagari sekali lagi.. heheh.. woit.. tgk2 kan kucing2 etil..
Kucing2ku: Abg kucing & Jane... akak g kejap je uolls.. nanti Pari bagi makan..

to The Sasaran's..
(Ayoi, Najib, Saufi, Atikah, Mael) & x dilupakan..chef yg setia Kursya..
sorry saya terpaksa chow..
budget 1 week da siap tp lama lagi rupanya..
semoga siap la hari jumaat ni..
good luck uollss..

Ampun Maaf dipinta..
take care uolls..

~~lalalalalalal~~

2009-09-16T22:55:00.000-07:00

Smile everyone.
Its raya time. yeahh..
eventhough assigment mcm setan banyaknya...
bersabar je la..

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf kan segala dosa kami..
Zahir mahupun batin...

Semoga kesihatan dan keselamatan di jaga.
berhati2 di jalan raya walaupun kampun sekangkang kera.

Syefah, Nad & Farid.
Rindu korg sgt.
raya tahun ni still x complete lg kita semua.
maybe next time.

Classmate,
Najib Fido, Aizat, Israq, Fariza, Amai, Adda, Sarah, Mija, Dieha, Naz, Aby, Hana, Tea, Pai, & Atip.

Selamat Hari Raya.
Maaf Zahir & Batin.
Semoga kita semua grad degree dgn jayanya.

Kepada yang tidak disebut. jangan marah.
Selamat Hari Raya.
Jangan Main mercun.
Nanti polis marah
daaa

bernafas lah..

2009-07-29T03:46:00.000-07:00

cuti tiada maknanya..
assignment berduyun-duyun menanti..
huhhh~~
semoga semua dapat menghadapinya dengan tenang.
good luck everyone.

internet curi sudah tiada lagi..
terpaksalah berlayar ke tempat lain..
oh dimanakah tempat di kawasan berdekatan Taman seri Andalas yang ada wifi?
Bantulah saya..
sekarang selalu lepak kat starbuck bukit tinggi..
konon.. duit mcm lebat ...
tp x la byk sangat .. tapi yang penting keselesaan..
tp ada ke tempat lagi murah skit??

akhir-akhir ini macam kurang sihat.
nafas macam ada something kacau skit la..
kenalah banyak minum air panas supaya tiada apa-apa berlaku..
n kena jumpa doctor esok.. insyaallah tiada apa.

gym di atas ku..
tetapi tak sempat nak pergi..
walaupun ramai kata alasan..suka hati kau lah..
Tuhan saja yang tahu apa yang sedang diaalami..
tapi yang penting... damien.. takut nak jumpa dia..

Puasa ganti
insyaallah sempat laksanakan..
x lama lagi nih.. risau pulak

Update blog.
tiada isu yang penting tapi saja je update sbb ada org bising.
sebenarnya banyak terjadi tapi tak terlarat nak tulis.

Academic Writing.
Baru jumpa advisor. lecturer baru..
En. Ahmad Faizal.. boleh tahan bapak research jugak..
orang lain da siap proposal.. aku baru nak start..
damn.. kena lebih berusaha ni..

H1N1..
adoyai.. menakutkan..
Ya Allah selamatkan la kami..
Jauhkan la penyakit berbahaya ni..
kami da nak grad degree.. sikit je lagi
Bantulah kami.

Practical.
aku plan nak pergi bernama TV..
Dr. Rahmat kata kena settle kan awal takut x dapat.
bila da jumpa dia kata suruh tunggu dulu..
org bawah buat kerja slow..
orang bawah.. x tau la siapa diorg tu..
marilah kita berusaha lebih ya!
nanti kami x dapat tmpt ...lecehla pula..

Bernafas lah...
Kalau ada salah dan silap... ampunkanlah dosa saya

Daa~~

tomorrow..

2009-05-30T12:30:00.000-07:00

kind of unhappy day for me..

my lovely ayah, Hj Dzulkifli Mohd Zaman will go for Umra with her sister, Aiza with their niece, abg azman & kak An.My mother not joining them due to some circumstances. So i'll be staying at home & look for her.
Im happy because my father finally fulfil his dream to be back again to Mecca and doing his 4th umra. Every Ramadhan, I always heard him crying during subuh prayer hoping to be in Mecca and doing his umra or Hajj. As his age reaching nearly 62 years this year, he spend most of his time learning Quran more in-depth as most of his time before spend with working. After retirement, he started to learn everything that he left.

He is actually go to mecca to accompany abg man & his wife. Abg man is facing something like nerve problem and never been to mecca n of course need guidance from old people. N my ayah will help him to guide during umra. While Kak an is not in a good condition as her breast cancer getting worst. Ya Allah, anak2 diorg kecik2 lagi. My Allah take care of his family.

Im soooooo close to my ayah but not manja or gedik. As i wake up everyday, i always run downstairs to find them 1st. I believe everyone loves their parents very much. It is just we show it differently. Thats why i ulang alik from shah alam.. Yes, iam homesick n i want to see their face everyday.

Love ur parents and watch their face everyday as many times as u can before they left to somewhere.
My father is not yet going to mecca but i've already miss him eventhough he is actually now sleeping in his room.

Ya Allah, semoga ayahku selamat pergi dan selamat pulang.
I love u ayah & ibu.

etiell, Ayah & Ibu. (I love u both so much)

Nanad a.k.a Noor Nadia Alias a.k.a pondan telok pulai

Esok kamu g Aussie jumpa kak ngah. Sorry x dpt anta kamu. Undertaker byk hal x settle lagi. Btw enjoy ur holiday and hope after the holiday, it will be a new nadia & coolest, toughest, gorgous and bisulnest than before...erk~~ salah sorry..

Semoga kamu sihat walafiat dan bebaik dowh influenza AH1N1 da meningkat. Pakai lah mask untuk keselamatn n kalau nak lebih hot baik kamu jahit topeng ala2 spiderman.
X payah la beli pape do ntok aku janji kamu spend duit kamu pi enjoy habis-habisan. Pi layan je la stripper club ke gay club ke.. Asalkan kamu enjoy & lupa suma benda2 yg lalu.. Sayang kamu do..

Kak ngah, rindu kamu sgt.

Sorry la x dpt contact kamu selalu.. kredit da 2 minggu x top up n internet pun pancung wifi sapa ntah berdekatan umah ni. JAga diri juga. ALang2 ada nanad kat sana, pi la buat topeng udara keselamatan. Kak ngah kan orang gaji berkelulusan Masters and Degree. PAsti bole buat suma. Kalau bole buat mask yg ada bulu2 ayam warna pink and letak bling2 kat tepi2 nye. Glam uoll.
Sayang korg sgt.

Syefah, etil & Nanad(Sorry uoll gambar tahun bila ntah)

Sedey la pulak suma org yg ku sayang x da di sisi..huhuhu.. x pe ibu ada.. i'll take care my ibu.

p/s: Congrats to Hezreen & Sarah yang baru nikah tadi kat Kundang, Morib yg baru kami pergi magrib tadi. Uoll Kundang tu mmg jauh. Mcm pegi Melaka.. Sakit pinggang akak.

Good nite Taman Seri Andalas.. erk~~ andalas?? Hope tomorrow will be such a fine day. Emosi plak mlm ni.

Have a nice day!

Do you have childhood diaries?

2009-05-17T11:29:00.000-07:00

its 18 may... and it means i've already 8 days at home with do nothing!
but i do cook for lunch and tidy up my house ok.....

today, i just watched angels and demons with my brothers, jon and fariz with my sister in law, kak cc!!
the best movie ever watch since 4 months back...
tabik spring uoll...
i like the cinematography, the rome's architectures, and the flow of the story...
fabulous..
dont be a man if dont watch this movie!
rugi uoll..
p/s: sorry nad.. aku janji nak tgk ngan kamu.. aku da call tp kamu x angkat... sorry sgt.. nanti aku teman kamu tgk lagi.. akibat pereputan di rumah aku ni!

i quite emotional today because my brothers...hmmmm.. malas lah nak citer.. biasalah gaduh2 manja ngan adik beradik...
then i geledah my drawer, i found my so called secret diary since year of 2001..
omg... malu nyer baca ayat2 sekolah yg bodoh2 dulu!! hahahahaha...
ada cerita cinta monyet sekolah2 dulu la...
curahan hati kucing matila...
eeeee.... malunya baca balik!!
then i just continue writing it by reporting my current status now like what im doing now, how old am i now... and everything....

talking about childhood diary or so called secret diary (complete with mangga berkunci...)
i am asking myself.. did everyone has their own diary when they were child..
as i read through page by page.. i realize that once myself was full with hopes and promises such as what ive written in my diary:

target 11 a1 for spm
janji solat 5 waktu
....... n bla bla bla bla... malu uoll nak citer

childhood time is where we full with hopes and promises.. and so as today..
but the different is remembering all the hopes and promises we made during childhood will refresh back what we really want in this life.
although some of the hopes is quite unrealistic and shallow, but still we knew what we want and why we are today.
it happens to me.

the issues here, as i went through diploma and degree life, too many things happened and yet i forgotten almost all of them. too many things to remember. so tired to remember all.
im not sure is it me the problem of masalah lupa ke apa... but its true too many things to remember and its tiring.

remembering all those memory shows the beautiful gift god gave to us for human to restore all the memory and their rational view.
but sometimes we misuse it and didnt admit the wrongdoing.
what happen to the world today is so disgusting and humiliating... as u know.. we human with brain destroy others with no concrete reason and yes we are irrational sometimes.

the newspaper reported today, malaysia confirmed its second A(H1N1) case in georgetown.
and we also heard about the case of "acute pericarditis" in Seremban and meningitis.
from where we get those illneses... from human itself, from what we had done.

we are all too much crossing the border of humanity and rationality.
we should set our mind and back to the real track.
we need to support each other and yet its hard to mould our mind and belief to be one.

as what i heard Dato' Fadzillah Kamsah said this early morning through era's radio, lets us all be like a baby back. a baby are full with love, smile and happiness. No hatred, no discrimination and not emotional. its is not imposible for us to be back as a baby because we all have already experienced it once. let us abolish the feeling of what we dont need to have now.

as what i said, our childhood aims, hopes and promises are so raw, virgin and natural.
because of the environment which made by the human itself, we turn to be wild animals.

I sometimes hope to God that i'll be tough doing what i do now.
im so not brave to face my practical training this december.
eventhough it is like 5 months more to go but i can feel the challenge and fear now.
yes nadia told me before, its like 5 months to go and u need to relax..
but i felt the other way.
as what syefah said, im fragile and yes i admit it and what do you think of it am i? judge for yourself.

Im preparing my mind and soul to face the industry.
as what proffesor roslena said during my special topics in journalism's class, its a mean world syndrome we have today.

and i hope it is not that mean.

dont worry, i still believe this life is so wonderful

and people please seek your childhood diary during this semester break or any days.
and i guarantee,you'll gonna laugh like hell!
good nite.

inspiration.... come to me

2009-04-25T23:09:00.000-07:00

Cuti -cuti exam ni x byk sgt la aktvt
tp yang pasti di gym ada inspirasi baru bak kata nanad... grrrrrrwww~~~

Baby din ... erk~~ baby ke..mcm toyol comel ada la..
Baby dada... omg takot uoll jumpa dia ni.. dia tau rahsia I!!
baby tamtam... hahahahah... finally just realize dia ada lesung pipit
and looking for more at gym soon.. yeahhh....

hanya aku dan nad saja yg faham...

hahahha... post ketika bosan.. mmg hebat..

btw..

im so happy because my academic writing advisor is En. Abu yamin yang sangat cool.. daddy journ ok... ada semangat nak buat..

and for my friends...

Good luck everyone in exam..

may we score 4 flat this semester.. insyaallah..

daa.. have a wonderful days everyone!

my man... marry me... hahahahaahah

2009-04-09T00:27:00.000-07:00

lalalalalalala life is wonderful!! (in angry mood!!!)

I still in class and da start panas da ni...

kepala da pening2

hati da panas

darah da menggelegak

huhhh!!!

and here u r..

3rd post for this evening

i love those man... they r hot!!!

jason mraz

gorgeous man...!!!!

I miss them!!!!

hahahahahaha.. sorry nanad.. i love your man too..

because ive met him first!!!!!! heheheheh

giring ganesha...

what an energetic man on earth

sweetnye.....

and now after 2 hours in class.. ada lagi 6 org x present...

apa aku buat ni...?????

tetiba teringat nak choc chip frappucino starbuck la pulak

enak juga di minum petang2 yg suam2 kuku ni

marilah rakan marilah teman

kita berehat from this hectic world..

menarik juga kalau g bandung sem break ni...

bole pegi kebun binatang di bogor... ahh.. asik...

bole pegi tengkuban prahu..

bole pegi dago .. nonton cowok cakep2 dan ganteng.. enaken!

tgk la dulu mcm mana.. duit nye entah ke mana.. nak g jalan2..

daaa

waiting for hurray hurray hour!!

2009-04-09T00:21:00.000-07:00

im in advanced reporting class..
and so tired waiting for other people presentation..
which ive done earlier on monday, 6 april..
but .. im still here..
what the heck im doing now..
i should go back relax tido and go to the gym...
please... help me out of here
penatnya...!!

thank you so much!

2009-04-08T23:15:00.000-07:00

last month was the most hectic hour in my life..
finally all the task ended successfully...

ASGNMNT

the news capsule which pn. siti gave us full marks. thanks to my group members.. tea, pai awatiff for the help.. thanks to Datuk Mukhriz Mahathir and Datuk Shabery Cheek for ur cooperation... thanks Fyzul, Azmir, Syuk and syahmi for help.. thanks to my bestfriend, nadia for support and help. thanks babe.. love u

the asgnmnt and presentation of " A day with print journalist is so ok.. i think la... thanks to rafidah ruzki and wan jailani from berita harian shah alam.. thank u very much!!

german shooting is so great.. credit to Lah for his effort.. hanis and amoi thanks!

Shah alam jurnalis- thanks to everyone for giving me chance to write for real publication.. thanks to MBSA, HSKOBA, Fazilla Sylvester Silin, forward for skuad hoki malaysia. thanks to class 4c... aizat, najib, fido, israq, fariza, abby, tea, pai, mija, sarah, amai, adda, awatif, nazirah, madihah, hana.. thanks u guys... see u next sem..

media law group asgnmnt ... yes there were alot of tense and arguments. and fighting. but we did it man.. B.. alhamdulillah rather than repeat that asgnmnt back

Thanks to ibu and ayah ... for giving money, borrowing ur cars and everything

It is such a tough semester for me... very tough..

MY FAMILY

sorry afir ngan kak balqis.. x dpt dtg time anda berdua nikah.. sorry sgt..

kak yang ngan abg sharif...im coming this weekend to help u guys

my brothers.... abg ren, aci, lee and fariz... terima kasih atas segalanya..

kakak2 iparku.. kak cissy and jaja.. thank u

i lost lot of greatest moment with my family.. but gained lot of relationship with other people.. thanks for everything.

MY LOVELY BESTFRIEND!

sorry to my bestfriends, nadia, syefah, farid , dol, bibi.. we dont really spend time much.. especially syefah.. we'll wait u ok!! then our lepaking time have to come back as usual ok! pak li, tgk pondan kat kl and asia cafe.... huhuhuhu..

CONCERT yeah!!! rock babe!

eventhough my work was like hell..but i still went for concert la...

jason mraz... thank u for the great show.. thank u for the butterfly... muahh.. love u abg mraz!!

sunburst... so damn best giler ... i met giring nidji personally.. so hot!! and n.e.r.d, korn, nidji,estranged, butterfingers were sooo awesome... i'll be there next sunburst!

mocca... so talented and music so harmony.. u guys so cool!! come again

But still have something not finish yet!

business and economic reporting feature submit on 20th april

editorial 3 current issues' article submit on 12 april

final paper of busniess repoting on 29 april

final paper of media law on 6 may ... oh mr. amirul akhbar... help me... u r so hot! hahaha

final test paper crime reporting.. on 8 may 2009... remind me of prof. roslena

and final project paper crime with my group.. adli,myra, bb, jay and awatif.. we can do it guys!

my appreciation goes to...

God.. alhamdullilah for the energy u gave me

ibu ayah.. love u..

everybody in the world!! u guys help me a lot.. thank u 2!!

Mraz in town!!

2009-03-03T20:42:00.000-08:00

Yahoooooooooo.....
tonite the date with my mr. mraz at stadium merdeka!!

c u guys there!!!

cant wait!!!

live high baby!!!!

I AM THE PRIME MINISTER!!

2009-01-31T07:16:00.000-08:00

hohohohoho...
tons of asgnmt....
Im dying..hahahahahha
busy mengalahkan prime minister...

LIST OF ASSGNMT!

Advanced reporting - Current issues on Pak Lah's image in both mainstream & online newspaper
Advanced reporting again - Story on masalah kat kawasan persekitaran cth:sampah berlambak kat tepi jalan dan mengeluarkan bau busuk ala2 hanjinggg kurap...
Editorial page - review on any article about current political issues in Malaysia
Editorial page again- review on any article about environmental problem in Malaysia(Ala2 report karam singh walia la.... )
Media law - review of mahathir & akhbar - chapter 1 until 3 tp lama lagi la nak masuk otak... pening ..
Special topics- in journalism.... - interview public on crime issues... thank god da siap tp x anta kat kak ngah lagi... takot dia edit..nanti ada byk merah2!! menakotkan
Journalism & globalisation- interview jugak tp lambat skit hantar..hehehehe..thank god..
Shah alam jurnalis newspaper - im the graphic designer together with Fido.. pening mak design2 ni.. da lama da ditinggalkan time diploma dulu.. ada balik pulak..
Sehari bersama wartawan (print) - x follow up lagi..damn..mana nak carik ni... ada sesiapa bole tolong????
Sehari bersama wartawan(broadcasting) - da dapat & kena gi buat research next week 6 feb 2009 kat Bernama... aiyoo...(credit to awatif yg buat follow up)
German language - ada quiz on the same day with Bernama.... x bole la nak mintak excuse.. huhuhuhu n yet x study satu hape pun.... x faham lecturer baru ajar x best sgt...

Nah..... thats all my asgnmt for this lovely chinese new year holidays....
Isnt that the greatest holiday ever???
huhuhuhuu...
I do learn any other things such as reading kitab hadith utk dapat references n idea...
menarik juga..
selain itu saya juga membaca banyak buku2 politik yg dapat menjana idea baru..
so tmpt favourite baru kat MPH bookstores adalah bahagian politik...
bunyi nye agak membosankan tapi menarik..

JADI APA LAGI RAKAN2... MARILAH MEMBACA BUKU2 POLITIK KHUSUSNYA TENTANG SITUASI POLITIK NEGARA KITA.. BOLEH BERBINCANG DENGAN SAYA...
hmmmmm....

~~~~ bwekkk~~~~~~

chronology of human life!

2008-12-24T12:37:00.000-08:00

It is about myself today.. and it was not a good day and started on 25 dec 2008

What i do:

hating some people which are ............. its a secret!!

play some guitar cords, not sure what songs...

Counting days to start the new semester

Checked my class schedule... frankly.. my new schedule is so tight!! huhh

buat piza copycat from syefah's recipe

gave abg kucing some food

teaching some people

listening to "kuroneko no tango" songs

watched some movies from HBO

having some arguments with ibu.. sorry ibu.. i didnt mean it

take care of my ayah.. he is not feeling well..

visiting jason mraz site- to look on any update of his tour in malaysia this march..but nothings new..

What i didnt do:

Going to gym, fitness 1st at bukit tinggi and didnt meet ken-jo, the cutest personal trainer and rugi another rm5 today for not using the fitness 1st stuff

care of myself.. what a busy day without nothing to do

kemas bilik.. it is quite messy

meet my bestfren, nad-syefah-fared-dol.. oh god i miss you guys

What i wish for the next day:

God bless me!

a couple of hour in gym.. if x da aral melintang la

some smiles from the world.. please!

not a santa clause.. because today is christmas... so no santas.. i didnt believe it

May everyone have a wonderful life tomorrow... and so am i... insyaallah

STOP USING STUPID WORDS!!

2008-11-30T08:45:00.000-08:00

Pemakaian baju dan gaya sentiasa mengikut kehendak semasa. Tetapi ada sesetengah perkara tidak boleh ditukar sesuka hati hingga menyebabkan orang lain marah dan akhirnya mendapat tekanan jiwa. Sebenarnya tak da lah serius sgt. But lately i heard too many people using such stupid new spelling words. Adakah bahasa juga perlu digayakan mengikut kehendak semasa dan akhirkan menjadi ....... i dont know.. sound stupid maybe?

Contoh jelmaan bahasa baru: pown, kewr, kowrang, kiterw..dan banyak lagi la...

To me, just dont use such words when interacting with me especially through written communication.
It makes me sick. It seems like a new word of rempit or budak sekolah.
If it is abbreviattion is ok but not add with those additional trash letter and finally sound stupid.
Just dont use those words. It shows u r stupid.
Language shows who you are, your inteligent, knowledge, brain and your ownself.
So as i, i still learning and studying. Any correction and help do tell me.
Just keep learning and not destroy the existence words.
Good luck everybody..
But i warn again, dont write to me using those words!
I hate it!

like my lecturer, Rejal Arbee said - "IT IS ATROCIOUS"

the light in me....

2008-11-23T01:34:00.001-08:00

love from god - it is why we live on today
love from parents - who are you if not from them
love from brothers - it is natural connection.. strong bond from adulthood will never separate you
love from lecturers -they teach us without knowing who u r and where u r from
love from bestfriends - they are connected with u even without telling them literally
love from friends - who gives you chance to be in piece of their life
love from the loves ones - who im looking for to teach me what is exactly in it
love from neighbourhood - the spirit of protecting each other
love from leader - who lays idea and commitment to give you life
love from farmer - who thinks whats the best food for human
love from the train driver - who gives you chance to meet the love ones that gives you opportunities
love from plants - who gives you to breath and power
love from animals - who makes you realize the differences of species makes your life favourable
love from musician - makes your life have a flow of rhyme
love from the zookeeper - save your animals from any killer
love from the robber - who teach you to be brave and to be prepare for any actions
love from the killer - makes you learn the worth of life
love from yourself - it is how you bring yourself and makes everything meaningful..

Thanks for all the love lays through me..
help me if im weak
and i need what i dont have yet
thanks for the love again...

Berita dalam talian lebih berani daripada berita akhbar tradisional

2008-09-07T18:32:00.000-07:00

Pilihanraya Umum ke-12 baru – baru ini telah menunjukan kesan yang mendalam terhadap sistem pucuk pimpinan negara kita. Perubahan ini menunjukan suara rakyat yang mahukan perubahan dalam sistem pemerintahan yang sedia ada. Bagaimana kebangkitan ini terjadi? Ia adalah dipercayai segala maklumat dan fahaman poltik disebar menggunakan medium perkhidmatan dalam talian ataupun online.

Apakah yang menyebabkan rakyat memilih berita dalam talian daripada menggunakan medium tradisional yang selama ini memberi maklumat kepada pembaca? Apakah yang menyebabkan rakyat memilih alternatif lain untuk mendapatkan maklumat. Adakah tidak cukup atau tidak sahih berita yang disediakan oleh media arus perdana?

Perubahan rakyat terhadap berita dalam talian yang dianggap pantas, efektif dan berkesan lebih dipercayai oleh rakyat sekarang terutamanya golongan muda yang terdedah dengan kemajuan teknologi masa kini. Berita dalam talian dianggap lebih memberi kepuasan kepada golongan ini kerana ia terdapat dalam bentuk yang lebih menarik seperti gaya penyampaian yang tidak ditapis, penyediaan video yang berleluasa dan juga bukti gambar yang menunjukan perkara sebenar.

Berita dalam talian lebih memberi peluang kepada individu meluahkan apa yang mereka rasa benar pada fikiran mereka. Tetapi kadang kala ia lebih kepada meluahkan perasaan akibat daripada emosi menguasai diri. Kadang-kadang apa yang diluahkan tidak relevan. Ini kerana kita adalah manusia yang lemah dan tak berdaya menanggung beban tekanan. Jadi dengan menggunakan perkhidmatan blog atau diari online ini dapat membebaskan apa yang tersirat dalam hati seseorang.

Selalunya apa yang diluahkan tidak benar sama sekali. Kadang-kadang ia diusulkan tanpa bukti. Kadang-kadang ia cuma pendapat. Akan tetapi bagi sesiapa yang membaca isinya kandunganya, mereka mudah percaya tanpa membuat usul periksa. Adakah adil bagi pembaca yang naïf atau tidak memahami perkara sebenar?

Maklumat dalam online juga tidak sensitif dengan perasaan kemanusiaan. Beberapa bulan lepas kita dikejutkan dengan penyebaran gambar mayat Nurin Jazlin ketika ia masih dalam proses bedah siasat. Dimanakah sifat peri kemanusiaan si penyebar foto ini? Apakah agaknya perasaan keluarga arwah? Perbuatan si penghantar gambar ini perlulah dikaji semula. Mungkin maklumat harus diberitahu kepada rakyat tetapi perlu ada batasnya.

Kebanyakan berita yang disiarkan dalam media arus perdana adalah berat sebelah kepada sesebuah kepentingan dan kefahaman politik. Ia selalunya menyampaikan mesej yang diarahkan oleh empunya media seperti 150 penyokong PKR menyertai Barisan Nasional. Adakah berita seperti ini memberi faedah kepada rakyat?. Adakah media cuba mengajar rakyat supaya menjadi orang yang gemar menukar fahaman sesuka hati. Kadang-kadang ia bersifat mahu menjatuhkan pihak yang lain tanpa memikirkan kesannya kepada pembentukan fikiran rakyat. Adakah adil menyampaikan berita yang berat sebelah kepada rakyat yang naif?

Jika dilihat tugas- tugas wartawan pada awal kemunculannya, wartawan dilihat sebagai suara rakyat yang mencari kebenaran tentang sesebuah kejadian. Mengikut pendapat S. S. Iyengard, akibat terlalu banyak pendapat yang disampaikan melalui mulut orang ramai yang tidak mempunyai ilmu pengetahuan yang tinggi, lama-kelamaan sesebuah berita itu ditokok-tambah dan adakalanya melebihi apa yang disampaikan. Tugas wartawan adalah untuk menyampaikan kebenaran dengan menggunakan cara yang lebih professional tanpa menokok-nambah lebih-lebih lagi melibatkan aspek emosi. Wartawan pada zaman dahulu mewakili suara rakyat dan wartawan mewakili hak kebebasan bersuara rakyat.

Berbeza dengan keadaan media arus perdana di negara kita sekarang, media lebih menyampaikan maklumat yang hendak disampaikan oleh organisasi politik bukannya mewakili suara rakyat itu sendiri. Jadi tugas wartawan zaman dahulu berbeza dengan sekarang. Wartawan sekarang lebih disekat maklumat yang hendak disampaikan.

Bekas perdana menteri, Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad memberikan beberapa sebab terhadap situasi ini khusunya bagi negara kita yang berbilang kaum. Pertama, manusia boleh manjadi tidak rasional. Apa yang diluahkan selalunya dikuasai emosi yang meluap-luap. Apabila emosi melebihi fikiran, segala perbuatan akan jadi sebaliknya. Kedua, memberitahu semua kebenaran akan memberi kesan yang buruk. Ini dilihat dengan keadaan negara kita yang meliputi bangsa yang pelbagai kaum dan agama. Ada sesetengah perkara tidak boleh disiarkan bagi menghormati sensitiviti kaum. Ketiga, panduan kewartawanan perlu adil. Berdasarkan Persidangan Media Sedunia 1985 yang diadakan di Kuala Lumpur antara kerajaan dan media, media perlu menyediakan maklumat yang memenuhi kehendak pembaca dengan menyediakan maklumat yang diperlukan mereka tetapi perlu ada tanggungjawab dan ketertiban. Media perlu mengajar rakyat menjadi manusia yang berilmu tinggi daripada mewujudkan keganasan atau ketidakpuashatian. Ini merupakan tanggunjawab media kepada rakyat kerana pengaruh media terhadap rakyat amat besar dan kuat. Keempat, penerbitan luar negara kadang kala cuba mengkucar-kacirkan Malaysia. Ini dilihat pada New York Times yang dilihat cuba mengkritik Kerajaan Malaysia kerana menguasai kebebasan media negara. Kebebasan media yang diamalkan kadang-kala menyalahgunakan tujuan media itu sendiri tanpa memberi kesan yang berguna.

Mungkin atas sebab ini media arus perdana dilihat terlalu menyekat pengaliran maklumat kepada rakyat. Situasi ini ada baiknya. Ini kerana ia lebih menjaga kepentingan rakyat Malaysia daripada porak peranda dan huru-hara. Kita sendiri tidak tahu apa tujuan orang luar. Kadang-kadang mereka mengambil kesempatan yang ada untuk menjatuhkan kesenangan orang lain.

Walau bagaimanapun, pembaca memilih medium online sebagai alternatif. Mungkin kehendak mereka tidak dipenuhi lalu mereka memilih jalan yang lebih efektif dan berkesan iaitu berita online. Adakah ini masanya media menyampaikan maklumat yang tidak ditapis? Adakah kita perlu mendedahkan apa yang terjadi sebenarnya? Adakah masyarakat kita hari ini bersedia untuk membezakan perkara yang baik dan buruk?

Kewujudan media online mengajar pembaca untuk menapis maklumat yang mereka terima. Pembaca perlu mengkaji sesuatu maklumat terlebih dahulu sebelum menyiarkannya. Tanggungjawab menyebarkan maklumat perlu ada dalam setiap individu. Pembaca perlu mengetahui akibat dan kesan yang akan terjadi kepada keluarga, bangsa, agama dan negara. Merekalah perlu mememegang tanggunjawab ini. Ini kerana kebebasan internet tidak boleh dihalang lagi. Ia merupakan sebahagian daripada makanan manusia pada hari ini.

Berita dalam talian tidak dapat dihalang lagi demi mencapai kemajuan seiring dengan globalisasi yang dialami dunia masa kini. Hanya individu yang dapat mengawalnya kerana segala yang dilakukan memberi kesan kepada seluruh pihak. Manakala berita tradisional yang dikuasai media arus perdana perlu mencari alternatif baru bagi menarik balik pembaca mereka yang lama hilang dan seterusnya memcari keuntungan kepada mereka. Jikalau tiada perubahan dilakukan, media arus perdana mungkin tidak akan dipercayai lagi dan akan pupus di hati masyarakat.

Dear diary....

2008-08-10T01:01:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..
This is my 2nd blog in my life.
the last one is on friendster blog which is not formal.
Opening this page is an order from my online journ lecturer as one of the assignment.
it is use to expose us to writing environment and improve writing skills.

So..here i am..

welcome to my blog.. Life is wonderful..
So wonderful with love friendship and relationship..hehehhehee
As referring to my bestfren's tips... nadia..
always start everything with " Bismillah hir rahman nir rahim"
May everything i do will have hikmah behind it ...
Wasalam